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I wish I could give you some advice,but unfortunately that's hard for me too I struggle with the same feelings,and it leaves me scared of stuff like new year bc everytime the year changes it feels like I'm pulled further and further away from my "home" and from all the common sence.I notice myself,my interests and values clashing constantly with those of people today and that's hard.Also I terribly miss the person I was,the environment I lived in and above all the people I was close with like family and friends.I'm left to constantly wonder if they're still here and where exactly they are,if they remember me and their past lives etc.After a bit of thinking I think I'm able to give some advice though.If it just becomes too much you could try to distract yourself by going outside to do stuff with family or friends,so that you're brain will be occupied with them and the stuff that you're doing at that moment.Even though while doing this my depressed thoughts are still somewhere in the back of my mind,I already feel less misserable that way and having thoughts in the back of your mind is still better than having them all over the place.(except Ifor when I come back home from it all the thoughts slowly creep back up on me)I can imagine that this doesn't work for everyone and maybe not for you.There are days that I'm in a bad of a state that I can't even go outside for just a bit,but I hoped this helped you in some waySince I can remember I’ve had yearnings for a time past. They fluctuate, but in this instant my yearning for that place is overwhelming. It’s consuming my thoughts, along with the yearning for a person I met overseas that I feel I knew in a past life. I fear I’ll never see them again because I have very little information on them.
It feels like there’s a piece of me missing. A hole in my soul. I don’t feel I’m in the right place at the right time or even in the right culture, I feel so removed and lost, almost depressed.
I can’t really talk to anyone I know about this because they wouldn’t understand, so I decided this forum is the best community to reach out to. What are your tips and tricks?
Thanks in advance!
Ophelia! Xx