Hi, in my most recent life I did not like the sound of the German language but this was because of the war, but there were other things about the war that also brought this unpleasant feeling to me, so overall I think it was the war that did this. I did not like the look of anything that reminded me of war, no matter what side, American soldier or who ever. I think what upset me, among other things the most, was the torture and the killing of the civilian Jews.
While making experiences of a past life further back in time I sensed that my man in that life had a German feel to him, was of German in heritage ( found one potential guy that fit into this description, but can't say for sure it is really him ). I then had the feeling it was not something we should talk about, and I think it had to then do with WW1. He could make me nervous too because one moment he was a charmer like you wouldn't believe, the next if some guy or guys made a comment or did something he would react, never swallow, never, ever, and he could fight with his fists, it was as if there was very little calculation if he could win the fight or not, always acting on instinct, moral code, acting the same with words, would not hold back. He was a quick energy-shifter, and I can see someone who was highly sensitive, even if one never spoke of guys being sensitive back then, I think, he was easy yet complex. I have one memory of him staring with intense hate at someone which to me was like seeing him in a different light than I had ever seen him before, it frighten me. He looked like he could kill the guy. I had learned to be more careful. He was never abusive to me, though, I think it was one of his principles, to never hit a woman, he always wanted equality, I don't think he ever wanted me afraid of him. I think he might have been this "hot tempered" because of his German heritage, not letting anyone step on him.
I realized I had sympathy for the Germans in WW1, maybe because of him, because I loved him so dearly or because I was a pacifist in that life too and understood that we were all just human beings trapped in an impossible situation.
Much further back in time, in a life in the 1870's-1890's I have felt as if I was aware of the French Revolution, perhaps because of Mother, in that life. I was aware that there should not be too much gap between the rich and the poor and that we ( the more rich ) had an obligation to help out. I think I was involved with all kinds of charity, hospital and so on from early on, because of Mother's introduction. I realized later on in life that my husband was not brought up this way, and we simply did not understand one another. At one point I said "We are all God's children" or something like that.
/Jaimie