My_Sun
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Hey all.
After a year in this forum i decided to also write about one of my past lives.
The reason why i chose this specific one is because i recently came across some historical evidences which kinda shocked me.
I have memories of 2 lives in Ancient Egypt. One of them is the one i will try to share with you now.
If i had to specify it chronologically, I'd say it was older than 2000BC. From the surroundings mostly, since they were not as posh as the 18th century dynasties and they didn't look like the movies.
I was not born in that country, i was brought there as some type of slave, or gift, at the age of 12-14 (i cannot remember, i always speak aproximately). I was given to the King as a pet due to the colour of my skin, hair and eyes. (Wouldn't be shock to me if i was an Albino but i am not sure about it). Indeed i was treated as a pet.
I would not speak. All this was shocking, it was a totally different coutnry. I remember sitting in something like stairs outside, it was sunset and the stuff finally had some rest time outside of their quarters, they ate and sung a bit and laughed, and i'd look at them from a bit far away, jealous but scared.
It was the very first cosy memory of that place. The first time i felt i needed to be a part of it, and relax a bit from feeling scared of all this huge unknown.
I remember an old man of them with smiling eyes, taller than the rest of them, and a chubby for the time - older woman, who eventually was like a mother to me. I would run to her about anything. She didn't care that i didn't speak or i didn't know the language, she'd keep talking to me as if i was born there. But i know she had me like a daughter.
I remember the King, i didn't like him ofc. The way i see it now, he 'd be either homosexual, or interested by other stuff in being a King than fooling around with women. I could be wrong, but thankfully i was not gropped or anything by him.
And i remember Him. His name was Kaal or Kaa.
I remember the colour of His nice skin, His eagle black eyes and big nose and His nice rare view of a smile.
I do not think that He was the Kings' son, i think He was his nephew. He was something royal though, because i remember His room. Nice room, in a corner.
I think He liked me and i liked Him too. He wouldn't speak much, he had such a calm vibe and gentle earthly grounded presence. He was good man, kinda introvert. He was possibly 16? I don't know i cannot remember.
I remember i ''kidnapped'' Him one morning, and we went to play by the water in the Nile. I remember the colour of the sand under our feet. The warm Sun in our face and the water. But it was dry much for a shore of a river... Maybe it was not a good era.
This might have been my doom. I think they saw us. I think they told the King.
That Kaa was outside, with me.
I do not remember anything after that. I don't know what happened. It was not good i guess.
No possible good outcome would come after my careless childish action.
But it was just a walk by the river. Yet it didn't matter, i did not know the language, i could not speak.
In a meditated regression dream i had a year ago, i was lucky enough to go back in time and see them one more time. The riverside, the sand, the castle, my chubby mama and the rest of the stuff. They came all out, to hug and smile. All but Him. Kaal/Kaa was not there. As if He was angry with me. He didn't want to come and see me. I do not know why.
Jumping to a week ago, i was finally able to finish a small documentary i happened to watch about ancient Egypt. I got severe ADHD, so i cannot read or watch something even if it interests me. So i finished this documentary and a term ''Old Kingdom'' was mentioned there. This triggered me, and i googled the following ''Names of Kings of Ancient Egypt''.
The first article was not helpful much, as regards the name, but on the right side, the wiki page informed me that Ancient egypt was divided into eras, such as ''old Kingdom''...''first intermediate era'' etc.
I knew that it must have been older than the Old Kingdom, so i clicked the era before that... which was called Early Dynastic Period.
And to my surprise,the last King of the First Dynasty, was named Qa'a or Kaa.
I tried to read things about him but there is limited knowledge.
There is no evidence that i could find of, that he had a wife or kids.
He was the first one who stopped the tradition of burrying the royal slaves with the Pharaoh after his death.
Now ok, memories are nice and all, but i would want to know if such a thing could trully exist or is just an imagination. I wish one day i will be able to know. Or see Kaa ofc again and see why He is angry with me
After a year in this forum i decided to also write about one of my past lives.
The reason why i chose this specific one is because i recently came across some historical evidences which kinda shocked me.
I have memories of 2 lives in Ancient Egypt. One of them is the one i will try to share with you now.
If i had to specify it chronologically, I'd say it was older than 2000BC. From the surroundings mostly, since they were not as posh as the 18th century dynasties and they didn't look like the movies.
I was not born in that country, i was brought there as some type of slave, or gift, at the age of 12-14 (i cannot remember, i always speak aproximately). I was given to the King as a pet due to the colour of my skin, hair and eyes. (Wouldn't be shock to me if i was an Albino but i am not sure about it). Indeed i was treated as a pet.
I would not speak. All this was shocking, it was a totally different coutnry. I remember sitting in something like stairs outside, it was sunset and the stuff finally had some rest time outside of their quarters, they ate and sung a bit and laughed, and i'd look at them from a bit far away, jealous but scared.
It was the very first cosy memory of that place. The first time i felt i needed to be a part of it, and relax a bit from feeling scared of all this huge unknown.
I remember an old man of them with smiling eyes, taller than the rest of them, and a chubby for the time - older woman, who eventually was like a mother to me. I would run to her about anything. She didn't care that i didn't speak or i didn't know the language, she'd keep talking to me as if i was born there. But i know she had me like a daughter.
I remember the King, i didn't like him ofc. The way i see it now, he 'd be either homosexual, or interested by other stuff in being a King than fooling around with women. I could be wrong, but thankfully i was not gropped or anything by him.
And i remember Him. His name was Kaal or Kaa.
I remember the colour of His nice skin, His eagle black eyes and big nose and His nice rare view of a smile.
I do not think that He was the Kings' son, i think He was his nephew. He was something royal though, because i remember His room. Nice room, in a corner.
I think He liked me and i liked Him too. He wouldn't speak much, he had such a calm vibe and gentle earthly grounded presence. He was good man, kinda introvert. He was possibly 16? I don't know i cannot remember.
I remember i ''kidnapped'' Him one morning, and we went to play by the water in the Nile. I remember the colour of the sand under our feet. The warm Sun in our face and the water. But it was dry much for a shore of a river... Maybe it was not a good era.
This might have been my doom. I think they saw us. I think they told the King.
That Kaa was outside, with me.
I do not remember anything after that. I don't know what happened. It was not good i guess.
No possible good outcome would come after my careless childish action.
But it was just a walk by the river. Yet it didn't matter, i did not know the language, i could not speak.
In a meditated regression dream i had a year ago, i was lucky enough to go back in time and see them one more time. The riverside, the sand, the castle, my chubby mama and the rest of the stuff. They came all out, to hug and smile. All but Him. Kaal/Kaa was not there. As if He was angry with me. He didn't want to come and see me. I do not know why.
Jumping to a week ago, i was finally able to finish a small documentary i happened to watch about ancient Egypt. I got severe ADHD, so i cannot read or watch something even if it interests me. So i finished this documentary and a term ''Old Kingdom'' was mentioned there. This triggered me, and i googled the following ''Names of Kings of Ancient Egypt''.
The first article was not helpful much, as regards the name, but on the right side, the wiki page informed me that Ancient egypt was divided into eras, such as ''old Kingdom''...''first intermediate era'' etc.
I knew that it must have been older than the Old Kingdom, so i clicked the era before that... which was called Early Dynastic Period.
And to my surprise,the last King of the First Dynasty, was named Qa'a or Kaa.
I tried to read things about him but there is limited knowledge.
There is no evidence that i could find of, that he had a wife or kids.
He was the first one who stopped the tradition of burrying the royal slaves with the Pharaoh after his death.
Now ok, memories are nice and all, but i would want to know if such a thing could trully exist or is just an imagination. I wish one day i will be able to know. Or see Kaa ofc again and see why He is angry with me