SeekerOfKnowledge

When you realize, that your childhood dreams of peace on earth were just a sign that you were naive...

Thank you for the message. I'm around if you ever want to talk. :)

I sometimes wonder if mourning is egoistical. I mean, it is normal to miss someone, but when you KNOW from heart that they are better now...

Can only go online in-between other stuff, might not be able to write much. Just to let you great people know.

Feeling like singing a kid's song in the rain. Life is weird and wonderful in its weirdness.

Watching Life of Brian

I kept wondering why I remembered having let my cat in, but not having let him out again. Found out he's still in, just hiding, lol...

So I tested another guided med and returned to a life I already knew of. Not sure this worked...

Felt like getting myself a new avatar. Chose this: https://www.ancient-symbols.com/symbols-directory/flower-of-life.html

Wish I could be more open. And wish I knew why these past time people appeared in my dreams...

I am incredibly grateful for the internet and my phone and that Mom, my uncle and my aunt are well. Will phone my other aunt tomorrow.

Wish I could sing on the balcony like the people in Italy...

I wonder what is real and what is not. And how to even define "real"...

Things have a tendency to come when you least expect them.

Happy New Year everyone!

Still dreaming of peace on earth, me idiot...

Somehow I can no longer start conversations but if you can pm me otherwise I'll ask Landsend to pm you, Landsend and I combined a lot of Nam knowledge and can link you up

I am better than you, because I do not compare myself to others. (Sorry, just my very weird humor coming through...)

Current avatar: Death taking the Pope and the Emperor, from "La Danse Macabre" by Guy Marchant (1485)

Sending loving thoughts to everybody who wants them or needs them.

Facing doubts and negativity today, but at least I am still aware of it and able to watch my own thoughts.

My memories still are fragmentary, but I am sure of one thing: that there are people I miss so much that it hurts

One day I will be found by what I cannot find, most likely when I least expect it.

People like us are highly sensitive, believe me there are others, who feel no pain or actually nothing at all. We think sometimes we are the unfortunate ones, but I do not believe that is the case. I believe it is much worse to have no feelings at all, than to feel too much. Remember this as you go through life.

I wonder how some individuals manage to be loving and compassionate, but without becoming overwhelmed by pain.

Trying to find... my own, personal truth

I wish to forgive and let go. Yet sometimes, it is hard. I wish to focus on the positive, but it doesn't always work. I WILL NEVER GIVE UP.

Sometimes I think I should leave PLs behind and just live in the here and now. Then again there are times when I just want to learn more...

I can’t even send you message because the reply button is no where to be seen. Someone has probably banned me or something.