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Li. La.
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I understand if all of this sounds like pure nonsense, I mean- I know it is a really strange title above, but maybe someone out there knows what I am talking about?
In my recent dreams my pl husband has shown me images and is either communicating with me with thoughts or I can actually hear him but then it is in a completely different voice than human voice and it is forced (to the degree that it sounds angry even if he says nice things) and only few words come out. Because I am sleeping whilst this is going on and is just half there I am not on the alert, like I am actually helpless. I am just sort of floating around there unable to say or do anything.
In one of my recent dreams he thought to me that I was "light again". Then he showed me Laura, pl me. In the past - Laura feeling depressed at their home, at the ranch. Then he thought "need your light". Then he said, and his voice sort of woke me up a little bit but it was as if I was still heavily in sleep, but at least I think it got me to a different frequency of sleep "Come home". Then "you have to get sick again. Only for a little while". That was when fear was starting to make me more on the alert. I can't remember communicating back to him.
When I took my shower this morning I saw a shape of a kind of a bit strange bruise on my wrist, it kind of looks like I have been bitten by a child. You know, when children are around that age when they get all excited or too angry and they don't know what to do with themselves, so they bite. It looks like that, but I also try to tell myself it is coincidence. Before I have done things in order to get the spirits of the pl husband and pl child to go to the other side, this because they acted as ghosts. The activity stopped and I thought it was all over. They were were they were suppose to be.
But now, without me doing meditation or thinking about them or doing anything (besides sleeping - I mean, I have to sleep sooner or later) the activity is back again. Only now it is the sounds of a child playing, running for instance forth and back on the first floor whilst my daughter is on the second floor with me. I have only seen a shadow figure of a man standing close to me one time since I thought they were gone, and it was not aggressive or anything. But there are sounds here that I can't really explain that kicks off all of a sudden. Other people hear them too. It is not just me. Not my head playing tricks on me, creating the sounds which I have pretended it to be - but then other family members report it back, like "what was that?".
I wonder if the ghost of the pl husband believes he can sort of bring me back to that life? Or if he is even trying to make me "sick" as he said, perhaps even worse, in order for me to go with my so called "light" to his wife Laura, back to the past (but that can't be -right?) or perhaps to his view of reality?
Should I just regard all of this as nonsense? as just dreams? As just coincidences? I have kept ignoring it for some time now. I have thought to myself to please not start frightening myself with this, that it is all in my head. I should just not think about it. That it is just dreams.
Please, any advice or thoughts? (besides that I better soon visit a doctor and get my head examined...?)
/Li La
In my recent dreams my pl husband has shown me images and is either communicating with me with thoughts or I can actually hear him but then it is in a completely different voice than human voice and it is forced (to the degree that it sounds angry even if he says nice things) and only few words come out. Because I am sleeping whilst this is going on and is just half there I am not on the alert, like I am actually helpless. I am just sort of floating around there unable to say or do anything.
In one of my recent dreams he thought to me that I was "light again". Then he showed me Laura, pl me. In the past - Laura feeling depressed at their home, at the ranch. Then he thought "need your light". Then he said, and his voice sort of woke me up a little bit but it was as if I was still heavily in sleep, but at least I think it got me to a different frequency of sleep "Come home". Then "you have to get sick again. Only for a little while". That was when fear was starting to make me more on the alert. I can't remember communicating back to him.
When I took my shower this morning I saw a shape of a kind of a bit strange bruise on my wrist, it kind of looks like I have been bitten by a child. You know, when children are around that age when they get all excited or too angry and they don't know what to do with themselves, so they bite. It looks like that, but I also try to tell myself it is coincidence. Before I have done things in order to get the spirits of the pl husband and pl child to go to the other side, this because they acted as ghosts. The activity stopped and I thought it was all over. They were were they were suppose to be.
But now, without me doing meditation or thinking about them or doing anything (besides sleeping - I mean, I have to sleep sooner or later) the activity is back again. Only now it is the sounds of a child playing, running for instance forth and back on the first floor whilst my daughter is on the second floor with me. I have only seen a shadow figure of a man standing close to me one time since I thought they were gone, and it was not aggressive or anything. But there are sounds here that I can't really explain that kicks off all of a sudden. Other people hear them too. It is not just me. Not my head playing tricks on me, creating the sounds which I have pretended it to be - but then other family members report it back, like "what was that?".
I wonder if the ghost of the pl husband believes he can sort of bring me back to that life? Or if he is even trying to make me "sick" as he said, perhaps even worse, in order for me to go with my so called "light" to his wife Laura, back to the past (but that can't be -right?) or perhaps to his view of reality?
Should I just regard all of this as nonsense? as just dreams? As just coincidences? I have kept ignoring it for some time now. I have thought to myself to please not start frightening myself with this, that it is all in my head. I should just not think about it. That it is just dreams.
Please, any advice or thoughts? (besides that I better soon visit a doctor and get my head examined...?)
/Li La