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Is Anyone Afraid of What Their Past Lives Contain?

iwishicouldtellyou

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I have always thought of what my past lives might be. As soon as I reach that edge of waning to find out, I back off. It’s like there is something that I don’t want to see. I did have a friend who let me know she and I had interactions in a past life. I was violently murdered and she had missed me. It was eerie and every word felt true.

When people approach me, I feel an instant and insane love for them. I’m he kind of person who hardly speaks and people end up sharing their stories and deepest secrets to. The kind of person that people insanely trust. On several occasions people have asked me if I am a minister and from nowhere I just smile and say at one time I was. That just slipped from my lips.

I always feel like there was a lot of bad in my past lives too. Not from me being sinister, just what I lived. Here may have been a significant delay in my latest reincarnation because I have always gravitated to older people and felt drawn to people 20 - 30 years older than I am. The love of my life is nearly double my age and I have been with them for over a decade. (I was in my 20s so it wasn’t creepy)

I have had many strange experiences in my life that I keep an open mind. I’ve seen a brilliant figure in a yellow light as a child and knew I was safe when times were bad. I also know how I am going to die and when. All from a close friend describing my life down to where I’d have tattoos placed and after he firs one gave me the list and location. Which was accurate as after my first I hadn’t told him or anyone about where they’d be placed and the sheet of paper was clearly aged.

So part of me really wants to know what is there. But a greater part of me is petrified what I might find.
 
If you're that kind of person now, it means you've done a lot of growing and you're right where you should be. You'd be hard pressed to find someone who hasn't done horrible things in any of their lives.

Before you dig into your past lives too much, you should absolutely prepare yourself for what you might find. be careful what you wish for basically
 
I spend a lot of time with recently deceased individuals. This is done in the mortuary industry. As I’m embalming I always wonder the stories of the people and occasionally I feel like I “know” people and will say a nickname and a spouse will say that no one has called him that in 30 years.

It isn’t happening like it once did. Most of the connections I find now are people in their late 80s and 90s.

I’m sharing mostly because I’m new. But also is there anything I can do to help the journey of those who passed to the next plane? I feel like working with the dead and helping families is a sense of atonement for what I did in another life.
 
Hi, to answer your question - YES. There is definitely a need to have a filter, a distance, a form of protection that is - at least to me when I do past life regression meditation. I have learned that I most probably don't get the entire picture clear to me, I get bits and peaces of a life. There are things I have a feeling about is bad (for instance a relationship to let's say a mother) and then it is like this invisible wall whilst I am in remembering that past life - I can't get to it. I don't know if I'm the one who at a subconscious level is protecting myself from knowing or if someone else (perhaps spirit angel or guide) is limiting me when it happens. I think each life has it's traumas, pains and difficult relationships and one really should not take a big bite out of it, it might be a hard pill to swallow, and one really should not push if one is curious (look whos talking...). I had to try to do tons of a past life regression meditation before one difficult chapter from a life was bit by bit revealed to me for instance, it was a locked door for a reason, if it had been wide open and I had not had the distance I don't know how I would be able to cope and function afterwards.

You sound like a wonderful person and in the right place of what you do for a living; wanting to help people, both alive and deceased :)

Best Wishes
Li La
 
Yes and no.

On a conscious level, no. Because I take my personal worst case scenario as a possibility already. I have gotten very beautiful, pleasant memories as well as ugly ones, including me doing really bad things. Now, as I already expected something like that... and thankfully, sometimes from the emotions and body pain I only get a faint echo, so that it is bearable.

On a subconscious level, there still is something I am hiding from myself, and I wonder why...
 
I have always thought of what my past lives might be.

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So part of me really wants to know what is there. But a greater part of me is petrified what I might find.

You-of-now, isn't any of those-that-were. It might help if you looked at past-lives as past dreams. Karmically, some of the thought-forms those-you created in your-past-lives affect your current life. Finding out such causalities can be both eyeopening about what's happening to you now, and make you accept it, and move on more at peace.
 
Some lives are harder then others and some are easier to get into what has happened. But some life times I had a fear of what was occurring in that life time. Especially my life in the 17th century Rome, the first memories I had was horrible thing that I experiences and it scared me, because I got back to that day and got flashes from that occasion several times of the razor blade and such cutting in my face. I feared most of what occurred after that and when I first experienced that scene I had a hard time holding my emotions, even if it was a shock what I got to see. Because whenever something like flashes hits I get either scared or find it interesting to look into. But this was a first scary, but as time has gone by I seen flashes from things happening around it (before the incident and after the incident) and I got an explanation to what happened and why I was attacked by the person that had the attack ordered. But it is still times that I find it scary and that I honestly do not want dive more into that life, because I am scared of what I will see, yet at times I want to because of the need to heal from that life time too. Even if I partly has done that, there are still un-finished business in that life.
 
Yes and no. I know now why I have been a certain way due to me having been murdered in a past life so now it feels as if I am coming out of it although it hasn't been easy. However I would rather have known that had happened than to continue to still have the unresolved pain.
That is about how I feel about it. I rather discover horrible memories than running around with unresolved carry-overs for the rest of this life. Knowing where it comes from alone probably won't make everything go away magically, but I think knowing the origin of inexplicable guilt and fear can help with self-work.
 
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