iwishicouldtellyou
Active Member
I have always thought of what my past lives might be. As soon as I reach that edge of waning to find out, I back off. It’s like there is something that I don’t want to see. I did have a friend who let me know she and I had interactions in a past life. I was violently murdered and she had missed me. It was eerie and every word felt true.
When people approach me, I feel an instant and insane love for them. I’m he kind of person who hardly speaks and people end up sharing their stories and deepest secrets to. The kind of person that people insanely trust. On several occasions people have asked me if I am a minister and from nowhere I just smile and say at one time I was. That just slipped from my lips.
I always feel like there was a lot of bad in my past lives too. Not from me being sinister, just what I lived. Here may have been a significant delay in my latest reincarnation because I have always gravitated to older people and felt drawn to people 20 - 30 years older than I am. The love of my life is nearly double my age and I have been with them for over a decade. (I was in my 20s so it wasn’t creepy)
I have had many strange experiences in my life that I keep an open mind. I’ve seen a brilliant figure in a yellow light as a child and knew I was safe when times were bad. I also know how I am going to die and when. All from a close friend describing my life down to where I’d have tattoos placed and after he firs one gave me the list and location. Which was accurate as after my first I hadn’t told him or anyone about where they’d be placed and the sheet of paper was clearly aged.
So part of me really wants to know what is there. But a greater part of me is petrified what I might find.
When people approach me, I feel an instant and insane love for them. I’m he kind of person who hardly speaks and people end up sharing their stories and deepest secrets to. The kind of person that people insanely trust. On several occasions people have asked me if I am a minister and from nowhere I just smile and say at one time I was. That just slipped from my lips.
I always feel like there was a lot of bad in my past lives too. Not from me being sinister, just what I lived. Here may have been a significant delay in my latest reincarnation because I have always gravitated to older people and felt drawn to people 20 - 30 years older than I am. The love of my life is nearly double my age and I have been with them for over a decade. (I was in my 20s so it wasn’t creepy)
I have had many strange experiences in my life that I keep an open mind. I’ve seen a brilliant figure in a yellow light as a child and knew I was safe when times were bad. I also know how I am going to die and when. All from a close friend describing my life down to where I’d have tattoos placed and after he firs one gave me the list and location. Which was accurate as after my first I hadn’t told him or anyone about where they’d be placed and the sheet of paper was clearly aged.
So part of me really wants to know what is there. But a greater part of me is petrified what I might find.