Dipanwita Saha
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Hi,
I am Dipanwita,
I am 18 now... I am experiencing lots of mysterious things from when I was born to till now.... after I was born, I remember some moments of my day one what happened in hospital after my birth.. then when I was 2 or 3 years approx, I felt that I don't know who I am, where I came from and what's my real age... I felt that I am much older I am back again in this earth... this is not my real mom and dad... I don't know anybody here.. I miss my real mom dad and loved one, and I am here because want to take revenge from my past life enemy... I have to full fill my motive and this is my second chance... I was to little when I felt it for the first time.
Then after I became 12 years old.. I had lots of violent and adult flashes and visions.. I can feel that good and bad spirits are around me always and everywhere. I can feel any others spirits also... From that time I received future visions sometimes till now... and I miss someone badly... I don't want to stay here.. I can't adjust in this environment till now... I attempted to do suicide from that time when I was 5 or 6 years old.... but some good spirit stopped me to do this every times I attempted... I don't know how explain it... and some mysterious things is happening till now... My back skin is paining and burning sometime like anybody hit me with a whip... even I can feel heartbeats also in my stomach from many years... like a pregnant woman feels... I feel that my old spirit is struggling with this body of mine... this is not the spirit of this body.... nobody trust me in my home... my mom thinks that i am mentally unstable and I am imagining everything... but it is not possible that somehow I am imagining everything as I say since the Day 1 after my birth... so what is the truth behind it...? Is it all fake or what?
There is lots more thing I have facing in a mysterious way... and I don't know if is it a blessing or a curse... I don't know how can I remember each and everything from my past life... I miss my love badly... and I want to go back there from where I come from... I want to go back to my mom and dad... after once I fulfill my motive for what reason I take rebirth... but still I don't know my exact motive... but my intuition says, I shall know my motive quickly....
I am Dipanwita,
I am 18 now... I am experiencing lots of mysterious things from when I was born to till now.... after I was born, I remember some moments of my day one what happened in hospital after my birth.. then when I was 2 or 3 years approx, I felt that I don't know who I am, where I came from and what's my real age... I felt that I am much older I am back again in this earth... this is not my real mom and dad... I don't know anybody here.. I miss my real mom dad and loved one, and I am here because want to take revenge from my past life enemy... I have to full fill my motive and this is my second chance... I was to little when I felt it for the first time.
Then after I became 12 years old.. I had lots of violent and adult flashes and visions.. I can feel that good and bad spirits are around me always and everywhere. I can feel any others spirits also... From that time I received future visions sometimes till now... and I miss someone badly... I don't want to stay here.. I can't adjust in this environment till now... I attempted to do suicide from that time when I was 5 or 6 years old.... but some good spirit stopped me to do this every times I attempted... I don't know how explain it... and some mysterious things is happening till now... My back skin is paining and burning sometime like anybody hit me with a whip... even I can feel heartbeats also in my stomach from many years... like a pregnant woman feels... I feel that my old spirit is struggling with this body of mine... this is not the spirit of this body.... nobody trust me in my home... my mom thinks that i am mentally unstable and I am imagining everything... but it is not possible that somehow I am imagining everything as I say since the Day 1 after my birth... so what is the truth behind it...? Is it all fake or what?
There is lots more thing I have facing in a mysterious way... and I don't know if is it a blessing or a curse... I don't know how can I remember each and everything from my past life... I miss my love badly... and I want to go back there from where I come from... I want to go back to my mom and dad... after once I fulfill my motive for what reason I take rebirth... but still I don't know my exact motive... but my intuition says, I shall know my motive quickly....
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