Thanks for the reply PolarisB,
What you describe is exactly what I used to believe. Back in the day I read a bunch of books in that realm (Journey of Souls was one of the more interesting ones). I've also had pleasant experiences on DMT as well and the energies I interacted with made me feel at peace to put it simply. But approx 3 or so years ago I found out certain truths pertaining to this human experience... as cliche' as this example is, it was/is just like the red bill, blue pill analogy in the Matrix... red pill you get the truth and upon knowing that truth one can't ever go back. This truth that I speak of is weird because it's extremely obvious once you snap out of your trance and it's overwhelmingly observable/prooveable and nearly everyone who becomes aware of this truth initially thinks that they will easily wake up others on the matter, because it's so blantaly obvious... however it's only blatantly obvious if one can put aside their programming, while analyzing the information... otherwise yourbrain will not even allow for the posability, since it goes against a lifetime of programming that has ben imbedded in our heads on a daily basis to the contrary... of course afterwards your free to weigh in your programming as much as you like. When one awakens to this I don't know of a single person ever who has reverted back to their programming. It's just not possible since their are few if any truths that are so testable, observable, provable, etc, while the programming requires the release of all logic/reason/commonsense, which is literally more far fethced than every other far fetched element in society combined. What this is is irrelevant and I've found that one can only find out this truth on their own and when they are ready. This awakening for me at least, demonstrated teh degree in which humans are asleep. Humans aren't really given a chance, we're thrown into manditory k-12 government indoctorination camps where we are limited to merely memorizing the information they give us and parroting it and this process we are brainwashed into believing that that such a process is education with the best memorizers deemed as smart... when in fact one can't be deemed as anything at that point. The memorized info is just a potential tool that one can then begin the processing of information from... the educational system stops short of this process. The powers that be obviously want an obediant non thinking populace to follow orders. To finally jump to my point... given that the vast majority of society, 95+% falls into this trap, who ultimately reincarnates to Earth only to get the zombie experience... with no free will just the illusion of freewill.
I used to carry the optimistic assumption that we somehow carry pieces of previous lives into each new life... however if challenged it becomes very suspect, since we have no knowledge of previous lives and virtually everyone in society in this life gets sucked into the non human zombie program. Then and existence of. pain, suffering, sadness is astronomically more extreme than necessary for one to get an authentic experience. Oh yeah and lets make this experience have a food chain going on during the process where life feeds on other life to survivie. Lower lifeforms will be manipulated and tortured through animal experiments.
I appreciate your optimism, but when added up this is nothing but a robbed human experience, replaced with an uneccesary and overhwhelming level of suffering and trauma. Whatever being/s are responsible for putting us here they almost certianly have sinnister intentions against all forms of life. I would like to think that I get a bring a piece of me into the next life, however it requires a bit of blind faith, especially since the pieces don't appear to add up in that direction.