Ernesto Paredes
I'll find a way or i'll make one.
It fascinates me, when i hear or read about other people's incarnation story. So I will add my story to the infinite pool of incarnation stories. About a year ago, I did a past life regression, it took me a while to get under hypnosis since i was terrified and was holding on like guerrilla glue on crazy clue. I was curious, I wanted to know who I really am, and not be define by one lifetime. The scene started with two horses having sex. Which to me that was very funny. Laughed my *** off on that one. Remembered being on a small island living with my family. My name was Galeo, I was spanish living in a island controlled by the spanish empire. When I did the hypnosis the memories didn't come in chronological order, I start out at age 43 then 27 and so on. So ill put it in chronological order. At age 18 I was still living with my family . One day I got in argument with my family, I was so angry that I walked off and started walking the desert. The island didnt have much trees, it was mostly shrubs. It was the evening, kept walking until i heard commotion. There were blasts and the clash of metal. This late evening fog had rolled in, so it was hard to see the fighting. I was curious and I went in for a closer look. Came up to a dead body, I took the soldier's musket and loaded it. Then a soldier charged me, don't know if he missed shooting me or he didn't take time to reload his musket. He got within 3 ft of me, when I pulled the trigger. I Killed him, he landed right on top of me. I got up reloaded another musket from nearby. Another soldier charged me and I shoot him too. At the same time another soldier, shoot at me and hit me on the left bicep. I Dropped everything and made a run for it. I lost him in the fog. Made my way back home. It was a spanish-french skirmish, they were fighting over the island.
Told everything to my family members and the villagers. They patched me up, most villagers were scared of me, they didn't think I had in me to kill somebody. A skinny little kid like me. They started giving me the cold shoulder, my family was indifferent. I felt alienated so naturally after a couple days past, I left the village. Gave a brief goodbye and I left. Made my way to Hq of the french, I was unstable determined. Joined the french navy, the french had won the battle.
Next scene, am 27 years old am a mercenary with the rank of sergeant. Some where down the line I left the french navy and joined a privateer ship. Me and another shipmate we're making fun of each other. To see who can get the best out each other. No one was winning, we were going back and forward. When we saw an enemy ship approaching. We lined up with the other ship. I told the men"do your job and you'll be find." We fired in volleys, ship had two lines of canon. First line shot then the second one. This made it easier to keep the pressure on the enemy and our rhythm. Then after we exchanged shots, we managed to board the ship.
Once on the ship the fighting ensued, I took out my pistol and shoot at guy charging me. Missed the shot, so I quickly took out my sword and killed him. Made my way to the captain's quarters and found the manifest. Ship had a little of gold, a lot of silver, mostly salt and spices. What imprinted me about this experience was that I was so conditioned that I didn't have no emotional discharge. Like I usually do. The survivors of the enemy ship had only one boat and they didn't all fit, so we gave one of our boats and left them there. Told them we were going to send some body for them.
Age 30, am a captain now I have my own ship with a crew made up old french navy friends. Use to carry 3 pistols 1 on each hip and one the back. Made a lot more effective at handling multiple enemies at the same time. Along with new shipmates, who grew on me. In time i came to cherish and love them, we were rebels. They were my family, I did everything to safeguard them. The truth is I never gave a **** about wealth or power. All i wanted was to earn people's respect and live life to the fullest, thick and thin. I told my men "in and out that's how you survive". No need to get in any unnecessary risk than you have to. I was always on point with my strategy, that's what made us so successful. Didn't matter how many times I lectured them. They didn't listen, my shipmates we're arrogant and complacent. They had raided so many ships that they felt invincible. One by one they died in different battles, sometimes it was by two's and one time it was by three. At of all my friends only me and 4 survived to old age.
Spent the last 13 years of my career as a mercenary with a license from spain, along with another license from france to raid either side. Technically I was suppose to work for one side, but I got clever. "What they don't know won't hurt them". On my last years I became a pirate didn't care about the documentation. Retired at age 43, when i lost my right arm. On my final battle I got on hand to hand combat, I took to long, my enemy was more skilled than i was with a sword. I blocked the incoming sword with my forearm. He cut my arm, luckily one of my shipmates saved me. He killed the guy before he could kill me.
Am 47 now I retired in a volcanic island some where in the Atlantic ocean, who knows where. Am living life to the fullest supposedly. I buried my life savings in the middle of the island. All the plunder that I had accumulated over the years. I would spend it mainly on rum and ale but also guns. I lived in a town, with my friends, in a shack with a straw roof. Inside there was a hameck. I was always drinking but I also fished. Those were my main two hobbies. That's was the only way I was going to deal with my shame and guilt of not dying with my friends. Survivors guilt, right. Plus the fact that they died on my watch. That's just it, that was my spiritual lesson, I was suppose to learn how to learn to accept and let go of other people's spiritual journey. It was tough love and I didn't get it because I was to damm hard headed. **** I got it now.
This is the last day of Galeo's life, am 75 years old, I've been bumming it out for the last 32 years. Am in pain, outside on the porch. I'm ready to go. There is nobody with me, am all alone. The first thing to go is my eyesight. Then my hands and feet go numb with the rest of my body. My heart starts beating like it has never beated before. Then all of a sudden It stops and I die. Once your on the other side ( 4th dimension). You feel light as a feather and all the pain is gone. It's funny how the fear of death and the unknown make you contemplate the what if. At the end once you die that's it, its done, easy as that. Off to the next one.
Told everything to my family members and the villagers. They patched me up, most villagers were scared of me, they didn't think I had in me to kill somebody. A skinny little kid like me. They started giving me the cold shoulder, my family was indifferent. I felt alienated so naturally after a couple days past, I left the village. Gave a brief goodbye and I left. Made my way to Hq of the french, I was unstable determined. Joined the french navy, the french had won the battle.
Next scene, am 27 years old am a mercenary with the rank of sergeant. Some where down the line I left the french navy and joined a privateer ship. Me and another shipmate we're making fun of each other. To see who can get the best out each other. No one was winning, we were going back and forward. When we saw an enemy ship approaching. We lined up with the other ship. I told the men"do your job and you'll be find." We fired in volleys, ship had two lines of canon. First line shot then the second one. This made it easier to keep the pressure on the enemy and our rhythm. Then after we exchanged shots, we managed to board the ship.
Once on the ship the fighting ensued, I took out my pistol and shoot at guy charging me. Missed the shot, so I quickly took out my sword and killed him. Made my way to the captain's quarters and found the manifest. Ship had a little of gold, a lot of silver, mostly salt and spices. What imprinted me about this experience was that I was so conditioned that I didn't have no emotional discharge. Like I usually do. The survivors of the enemy ship had only one boat and they didn't all fit, so we gave one of our boats and left them there. Told them we were going to send some body for them.
Age 30, am a captain now I have my own ship with a crew made up old french navy friends. Use to carry 3 pistols 1 on each hip and one the back. Made a lot more effective at handling multiple enemies at the same time. Along with new shipmates, who grew on me. In time i came to cherish and love them, we were rebels. They were my family, I did everything to safeguard them. The truth is I never gave a **** about wealth or power. All i wanted was to earn people's respect and live life to the fullest, thick and thin. I told my men "in and out that's how you survive". No need to get in any unnecessary risk than you have to. I was always on point with my strategy, that's what made us so successful. Didn't matter how many times I lectured them. They didn't listen, my shipmates we're arrogant and complacent. They had raided so many ships that they felt invincible. One by one they died in different battles, sometimes it was by two's and one time it was by three. At of all my friends only me and 4 survived to old age.
Spent the last 13 years of my career as a mercenary with a license from spain, along with another license from france to raid either side. Technically I was suppose to work for one side, but I got clever. "What they don't know won't hurt them". On my last years I became a pirate didn't care about the documentation. Retired at age 43, when i lost my right arm. On my final battle I got on hand to hand combat, I took to long, my enemy was more skilled than i was with a sword. I blocked the incoming sword with my forearm. He cut my arm, luckily one of my shipmates saved me. He killed the guy before he could kill me.
Am 47 now I retired in a volcanic island some where in the Atlantic ocean, who knows where. Am living life to the fullest supposedly. I buried my life savings in the middle of the island. All the plunder that I had accumulated over the years. I would spend it mainly on rum and ale but also guns. I lived in a town, with my friends, in a shack with a straw roof. Inside there was a hameck. I was always drinking but I also fished. Those were my main two hobbies. That's was the only way I was going to deal with my shame and guilt of not dying with my friends. Survivors guilt, right. Plus the fact that they died on my watch. That's just it, that was my spiritual lesson, I was suppose to learn how to learn to accept and let go of other people's spiritual journey. It was tough love and I didn't get it because I was to damm hard headed. **** I got it now.
This is the last day of Galeo's life, am 75 years old, I've been bumming it out for the last 32 years. Am in pain, outside on the porch. I'm ready to go. There is nobody with me, am all alone. The first thing to go is my eyesight. Then my hands and feet go numb with the rest of my body. My heart starts beating like it has never beated before. Then all of a sudden It stops and I die. Once your on the other side ( 4th dimension). You feel light as a feather and all the pain is gone. It's funny how the fear of death and the unknown make you contemplate the what if. At the end once you die that's it, its done, easy as that. Off to the next one.