I was born 10 years later - in 2000 - so I belong to the generation Z. I fully understand and share your feelings, because in my soul I constantly feel that I was born at the wrong time. To be honest, I would rather live in the 1960s - 1980s, it is quite possible that I had an incarnation during those years. In the 21st century, I feel like a stranger, old-fashioned, but most importantly, completely alone. It seems to me that the world is steadily degrading, at least I see signs of this in the decline in the quality of music, literature and simple human communication (in recent years, bullying and insults on the Internet have become so commonplace that they are already perceived as part of life). In addition, with the proliferation of social media, communication between people has become extremely superficial, while for me the most important thing is deep feelings, emotions, sincerity and deep conversations.
In fact, I sincerely do not want to incarnate on Earth anymore. Every day I feel that I am a stranger here, that my true home is in the spirit world. I sincerely cannot imagine what I will do in my future incarnations on Earth (if any), if even now I am not interested in this world. I would really like to find other old souls so that I would not be so lonely, but unfortunately, even among spiritual people I meet mainly those for whom spirituality is only a means of attracting money with the help of the power of thought and the like, and not knowing oneself, God and the development of love for all existence. I intuitively feel that the only purpose of our existence is love, unconditional love, and we incarnate here only in order to show this love to other people, but unfortunately, most forgets about it.
Now I feel that there is less and less love in the world, and this is what makes me very alienated from this world, because I am an emotionally weak and vulnerable person, negative words and actions hurt me much stronger and deeper than other people. However, I still try to forgive everyone and not hold any grudge against anyone. If it is possible, tell me - is there a chance that this is my last incarnation?