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    When is a soul contract over?

    He knows about her. For the matter of fact he threatened her saying to leave me alone etc. No 1 but me can say that I don't want contact etc. I am letting someone doing an abandoned spell on him. Not me but someone else. We are done and finished. I don't care if he wants me to move on or not...
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    When is a soul contract over?

    I had a relationship with a psychopath. I left the psychopath in July 2012. What I learned from it is that I will never again accept toxic behavior ever. Like lying, manipulating, abuse, cheating. I also learned how to love myself. Did I resolve karma to him? Is my soul contract over? In 2015 I...
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    I had a very traumatic death or more in past live

    Like I said. I want to embrace death as a friend. Not with fear. And thankfully because of my fear of dying I am thinking what I want to leave behind.. Love. Respect. Loyalty. Honesty. I don't want people to suffer and mourn and cry about me. I want them to celebrate. I don't want no heart break...
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    I had a very traumatic death or more in past live

    I want to em race death as a friend. That is my goal. I am going home. But man. The dying process is so scary. I just want to be with my sister when she is dead. When I die I want to leave a positive impression. I don't want anyone to cry but celebrate. I want to fill up the room with love and...
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    I had a very traumatic death or more in past live

    I am terrified of sedation. The faster it happens the more scared I am. So losing consciousness so fast is so terrifiening to me. If it just like falling asleep. I need a few hours to fall asleep than ok
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    I had a very traumatic death or more in past live

    I am also terrified being conscious before I am dead. I am so scared to slip away fast. If I slip away when I am sleeping than ok. I don't want to be conscious with the death rattle because they choke and I understand that because lose of oxigen. I don't want to be conscious with my last breath
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    I had a very traumatic death or more in past live

    When I am too old for my taste I will be hungry to die. I am very sure of that. Probably even get frustrated that my body doesn't shut down when I am 8p years old and older. I know I will go home. I see ghosts my entire life etc. It's just the dying process. I even asked a question on quara if...
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    I had a very traumatic death or more in past live

    Yes I am terrified of losing control of myself. Of my body, emotions. But on emotional level I am getting a little bit loos and that it is ok to cry etc. But my body? Terrified as hell.
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    I had a very traumatic death or more in past live

    I am associating a very light head with dying. I actually had a panic attack when a doctor gave me local anesthesia. Because that local anesthesia is going through your body. And because I have read in december about air hunger jt just makes me more terrified. Thinking back in my live I...
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    I had a very traumatic death or more in past live

    I am new here. I don't see visions or something. But I know that unexplained fears in this life time is from past lives. I have extreem anxiety about death. It drives me crazy. I can't sleep at night because of this. I am very scared to lose consciousness very fast. Especially when accepting...
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