Yes, this is a good place to read past life stories, although I haven't really read or posted here much since I was an active member 15 years or so ago. You didn't sound pushy, you just didn't at times sound like a 13 year old boy. Not trying to be overly suspicious here, but online forums have no shortage of people posting false things, or pretending to be someone they are not . . . for whatever the reason. And for whatever the reason, they are liars and should never think they are anything but that when they post lies online.