Hi, I would love some help to find clarity - just for some background info; in the past I’ve not (knowingly) seen any of my past lives and it’s never been something I’ve taken seriously until recently. I’ve become more spiritual lately, and I have become increasingly interested in past lives and reincarnation. I remember a dream I had a while ago where I experienced what I suspected was a past life, but I brushed it off at the time. Also I’ve never had a reading or gone through past life regression in any way.
Now that’s out the way, I just want help with something I experienced in the last hour - I feel utterly lost in this experience and can’t find anything else on the internet that can provide me with any comfort or clarity! So I was listening to classical music to relax and I put on Brahms lullaby. I lay down, started to relax, and then like a wave slowly coming to shore I felt something coming in, so I closed my eyes, opened up and I allowed it to flow in. Suddenly I could see, but more importantly; feel, from my perspective, that I was sitting in a bedroom (decor tells me it was mid 18th century England - country where I’m from now - middle class I believe) and I felt so sad, there was so much sadness there and I felt overwhelmed, I could feel the tears coming so I let them. Then it all just hit me - I was holding a baby, rocking in a rocking chair and soothing the child as I hummed the lullaby that I was (presently) listening to. The baby was dying, and I just stayed in that grief for what felt like a long time (was actually about 10 minutes). I’m still feeling emotional about it and it feels like a fresh wound. I spoke to someone through the website Keen and he confirmed it was a past life and that the child did pass away but came back to me (not as my second child, but my third) and I went on to have many grandchildren. I don’t know if I had been told this to make me feel better as I must have sounded distraught on the phone... as I said I feel a bit lost at the moment - so even just knowing others have experienced things like this in this way would be a big help as I said I have not learned much or given past lives much thought, so I don’t know if memories can just come to you in this way? I’m also wondering if it’s possible for this person who’s life I saw to be one of my ancestors? And one last side note - my grandma (who died before I was born) lost a child in birth - I feel like this was important to mention as I may just be carrying her grief with me, as I have been told I’m a person quite likely to pick up other people’s emotions and feel them myself (and my grandma died while my mum was pregnant with me).
Thanks for reading - if nothing else it has helped even just to write about my experience
Now that’s out the way, I just want help with something I experienced in the last hour - I feel utterly lost in this experience and can’t find anything else on the internet that can provide me with any comfort or clarity! So I was listening to classical music to relax and I put on Brahms lullaby. I lay down, started to relax, and then like a wave slowly coming to shore I felt something coming in, so I closed my eyes, opened up and I allowed it to flow in. Suddenly I could see, but more importantly; feel, from my perspective, that I was sitting in a bedroom (decor tells me it was mid 18th century England - country where I’m from now - middle class I believe) and I felt so sad, there was so much sadness there and I felt overwhelmed, I could feel the tears coming so I let them. Then it all just hit me - I was holding a baby, rocking in a rocking chair and soothing the child as I hummed the lullaby that I was (presently) listening to. The baby was dying, and I just stayed in that grief for what felt like a long time (was actually about 10 minutes). I’m still feeling emotional about it and it feels like a fresh wound. I spoke to someone through the website Keen and he confirmed it was a past life and that the child did pass away but came back to me (not as my second child, but my third) and I went on to have many grandchildren. I don’t know if I had been told this to make me feel better as I must have sounded distraught on the phone... as I said I feel a bit lost at the moment - so even just knowing others have experienced things like this in this way would be a big help as I said I have not learned much or given past lives much thought, so I don’t know if memories can just come to you in this way? I’m also wondering if it’s possible for this person who’s life I saw to be one of my ancestors? And one last side note - my grandma (who died before I was born) lost a child in birth - I feel like this was important to mention as I may just be carrying her grief with me, as I have been told I’m a person quite likely to pick up other people’s emotions and feel them myself (and my grandma died while my mum was pregnant with me).
Thanks for reading - if nothing else it has helped even just to write about my experience