I'm going to talk to the school counselor soon about this, but I thought I would get your input first. Sorry if I keep going off topic but I dont know where to post this. All of a sudden I feel like I'm losing who I really am and I'm sure it's because of the medication I'm on because people keep thinking I'm mental though I'm not. I want to be upset right now and cry but I just cant find it in me to cry. It's as if I'm becoming numb like everyone else wants me to be and it scares me. I want to be myself and emotional not what others want me to be. What can I do. I could tell my doctor about this Friday when I see him, but I doubt he will get me off the medications for feeling numb. I think that's what he wants from me anyway. What should I do. I'm so scared I'm losing myself. I could try to stop taking the pills but since I still live with my parents they would eventually find out anyway, but I feel as though the pills are taking away who I am inside.