I did a tarot card reading online and it said I was Julius Caesar or a Roman emperor in my Past life. I have bracelets of the Egyptians eye of Horus just because I like the symbolysm. I feel like God or the Gods are on my side. I have had multiple dreams of being stabbed repeatedly. I read in another forum that at 16 Roman kids would celebrate by indulging in alcohol which is when I first started drinking and was admitted to a ward for depression that year because of it. I have delusions and hallucinations. I used to hear voices of evil spirits which maybe symbolized death. I’m not sure. Can anyone add on to my experiences?