I know I've touched on this before in other threads so sorry if i sound or am being repetitive but at the risk of doing just that, i can't help wondering to myself if this was one of my first if not my very first incarnation? How can one even begin to tell if a particular life is that being's first one or not? It just seems almost everyone here can rather vividly recall their previous lives and even remember events from many lifetimes ago and id their past life egos? Yet i can't. Even the past life visions i did have were pretty much just that — thoughts. I mean, think about it. You remember something, it not only becomes engraved in your mind but it also becomes something of a feeling, a strong belief or some sort. Unfortunately, i don't know a better way to describe it other than that vague description, but at any rate, any thoughts or speculations related to my past life or possibly lack thereof don't have any strong connection that i can relate to. They just feel like speculations, as if still trying to make sense of this current life now. I just don't want to waste my time and efforts trying to identify my past life and/or who i was if there isn't one to identify.