I work in Portland, Oregon. On a Sunday in November 2010, I went to my first past life regression session ever in Astoria, Oregon. I didn't go anywhere and the therapist said that the issues I have were in my current life. I cried my heart out that moment and felt so much better. I chose the right path. I'm just missing one step, self-love and finding myself a success in life. It's all internal, the quest. I am a demisexual lesbian. I only fall in love with certain women. I am half asexual and half sexual. I am still researching on that. My second session was also on a Sunday, same place, but in January 2011. I knew it may have been my last as I need to figure out how to genuinely love myself. In that session, I had fantasized that I was an Ancient Chinese man, with no emotion nor feeling. No wonder I'm having all these emotions in this life. I went to see a psychic in San Diego on a past life reading. One of my past lives, I was a European man of power. I was successful, but one thing missing, my own belief in the success. Again, all internal. I have been using writing and travel as therapy. I feel like I'm getting really close to my goal. Like love, some things can't be rushed.