windows2thesoul
Probationary
Before I figured out my connection to Edward I always thought that my previous name was either Fred or something similar to "Ed". But before I figured out my name (which took years to surface) I knew that my body shelled a male soul since I was able to walk. If you came to my house and looked through my photo albums you would see that I dressed as a tomboy even as a baby girl. While I was growing up I became a Daddy's girl. He taught me how to play guitar, introduced me to folklore, and general Michael Collins who later became one of my heroes out of Ireland. By then I wanted to know every little thing about Irish history, and I became proud of our heritage after watching the movie Michael Collins.
My father "J" and I booked a flight to Ireland. We stayed at the Ariel house in Dublin for about a week and it didn't rain once. Deja vu didn't start hitting me until we set foot on the cobbled stone streets and listened to the brogue of friendly waiters, and tour guides. "I want to live here and go to school. This feels like home." I thought my myself. One of the tours we got to experience was the kilmainham jail. And we even got to visit Michael Collin's grave so that I could place a bouquet of flowers next to his name. This week was cosmically planned.
Back at the jail I remember watching a short movie about the prisoners who were executed. We got to see their cells and go outside where they were shot by the firing squad. Every corner we turned, I fell silent. When we got to the wall there was a plaque that listed the prisoners names and the crowd took a moment of silence. Then I noticed we shared the same last name as one of soldiers. "Are we related?" I asked my father. "Yes. He's related to your great uncle, John D." I looked back at his name as if it were my own.
Years later I found a picture of Edward in his uniform on the internet. It was exciting to find another member of our Irish family AND he fought with Michael Collins. I would say that Edward is my reincarnation due to so many links and similarities, but I'm afraid our case would be discarded by skeptics and scientists based on looks alone. Yet every time I see him I see a resemblance (at least the soul). Who knows, I also could have been a prison guard, or a family friend.
PS - I haven't told my father or anyone else in the family about Edward. I'd get a past life regression but every time I try to listen to one of the videos online my memories are blocked. I guess this case is based more on "feeling" than memory. Do any of you have a similar case?
My father "J" and I booked a flight to Ireland. We stayed at the Ariel house in Dublin for about a week and it didn't rain once. Deja vu didn't start hitting me until we set foot on the cobbled stone streets and listened to the brogue of friendly waiters, and tour guides. "I want to live here and go to school. This feels like home." I thought my myself. One of the tours we got to experience was the kilmainham jail. And we even got to visit Michael Collin's grave so that I could place a bouquet of flowers next to his name. This week was cosmically planned.
Back at the jail I remember watching a short movie about the prisoners who were executed. We got to see their cells and go outside where they were shot by the firing squad. Every corner we turned, I fell silent. When we got to the wall there was a plaque that listed the prisoners names and the crowd took a moment of silence. Then I noticed we shared the same last name as one of soldiers. "Are we related?" I asked my father. "Yes. He's related to your great uncle, John D." I looked back at his name as if it were my own.
Years later I found a picture of Edward in his uniform on the internet. It was exciting to find another member of our Irish family AND he fought with Michael Collins. I would say that Edward is my reincarnation due to so many links and similarities, but I'm afraid our case would be discarded by skeptics and scientists based on looks alone. Yet every time I see him I see a resemblance (at least the soul). Who knows, I also could have been a prison guard, or a family friend.
PS - I haven't told my father or anyone else in the family about Edward. I'd get a past life regression but every time I try to listen to one of the videos online my memories are blocked. I guess this case is based more on "feeling" than memory. Do any of you have a similar case?
