Sorry I haven't been here in such a long time, but I thought I had been kicked out of here for being a troll. Anyway lately I've been getting this feeling that I've been losing who I really am. Now that I'm finally moved out and on my own I have been feeling happier, but it doesn't feel right. Doesn't feel like who I really am and I'd much rather be able to feel sadness instead. Unfortunately I can't seem to feel any sadness anymore for some reason even when I really want to I just can't feel very sad. Maybe it's because I've found other things to comfort me then just the feeling of sadness or my medications, or maybe even both. Either way part of me misses being sad all the time and the comforting feeling it use to give me. It just doesn't feel like me to be happy all the time. It just doesn't feel right for some reason. I feel as though I'm losing myself and my emotions. what can I do?