I believe I may have had more than one past life however, a memory of death sticks in my mind and I thought it would be an interesting topic for here, how exactly did you die the last time? From as early as I can remember I have had this memory, but I could never put my finger on it exactly. Whenever it was an overcast day, and if I was near trees or a park, I would begin to feel really strange. It would always happen in the summer time though.. other times of the year I would feel it but it was never as strong. I had flashes of a large tower made of bricks in the middle of a forest, or woods. Each time the sky would be overcast or it had just been raining. Recently I have had more memory come to me because of meditation and because I really want to explore this further. It was on a visit to Skipton Castle that I began to understand these strange flashes and memories for on that visit it was a cloudy day, and in the middle of the courtyard of Skipton castle is a very old tree which had been there for countless years. There I felt this strangeness again, as if I had been here in another time, but I could not quite see it.. it was just an inner knowing. However, I had another flash of memory come to me, and I looked down at myself and I was wearing armour. Since then, I have explored this further, and I have had flashes of strange ritual, and there are things I know that no one has told me about beforehand concerning magick and ritual pertaining to the Knights Templar. Knowledge, I might add, that you would only know if you were a Templar Knight, those outside the order don't know anything about these things. How I know as well that it is secret knowledge, is because of what it is, not because any modern day Templar has told me. As I continued with my exploration of this, a memory of my death came to me and I saw it for the first time clearly and felt it all over again. My vision came to me as I meditated, I saw an overcast sky and the tops of trees.. it was midsummer, and I was in the company of several Knights, on horseback,walking through woods and we passed this large brick tower there. I recall I was wearing armour but I didnt have my head covered, and I was dizzy, had been crying or something and my body was shaking, there was a terrible pain in my left side and I could hardly stay awake, but I had to I had someone to go home to. And so this continued, and the next memory flash I have is of sitting under this giant oak tree, feeling very weak and disorientated, and watching the sun come up over jagged mountains, and I remember thinking how beautiful the world was.. and there at that moment was my death, of that I am sure.. because light filled my eyes and my soul and light was all I could see.. and the weakness of my body faded. It was a great experience to go through what may have been my death. I wonder if others can remember how they died too?