I wracked my brain to try and think where to put this and finally settled on the "Reincarnation Questions" section because it involved a question, more or less, so please feel free to move it if it doesn’t fit here.
I do realize that in spite of physically being children, they may in fact be “Old Souls” so to speak, and so perhaps my tender feelings and concerns for children may be misplaced, because most in fact, are as mature and “Adult Like” as I am, for in the sum total of an average lifetime, they are children for only a short time.
However I can’t help feeling this way, for these calls involving children were always the worst for me, but no matter what it was, if they suffered, I hurt too.
I've had a few bad calls in my time, this one was so bad, it even affected me from inside the future 911 center, I got too close to the fire on this one, it is real difficult to tell you of this call, I can get emotional just remembering it.
It was in the Summer and I had a dual drowning telephone call, Brother later died and Sister lived, Sister may have pushed the boy in, I tried to give CPR instructions to the frantic parents to no avail, no matter who lived or died, it was a tough call, they kept the boy on the ventilator for a month until the Hospital insisted he be removed, no kidding, he was starting to decompose I was told!
The ONLY thing that kept all of this madness in perspective was my belief in Reincarnation and Past Lives and knowing that no matter how one died, there was a reason for that short life and the manner of their death, among other things.
This was before Stress Debriefings, so there was no telling or venting of your feelings, so some guys "bottled" it up inside and in the meantime it was eating them from the inside out.
Otherwise, like some of my colleagues, I would have found solace in some type of substance or chemical that could of harmed me, so my belief in PL’s has helped me find comfort and stability in my life!
So I guess my "much asked" question is, has your belief in Reincarnation and Past Lives brought you comfort in this lifetime?
I do realize that in spite of physically being children, they may in fact be “Old Souls” so to speak, and so perhaps my tender feelings and concerns for children may be misplaced, because most in fact, are as mature and “Adult Like” as I am, for in the sum total of an average lifetime, they are children for only a short time.
However I can’t help feeling this way, for these calls involving children were always the worst for me, but no matter what it was, if they suffered, I hurt too.
I've had a few bad calls in my time, this one was so bad, it even affected me from inside the future 911 center, I got too close to the fire on this one, it is real difficult to tell you of this call, I can get emotional just remembering it.
It was in the Summer and I had a dual drowning telephone call, Brother later died and Sister lived, Sister may have pushed the boy in, I tried to give CPR instructions to the frantic parents to no avail, no matter who lived or died, it was a tough call, they kept the boy on the ventilator for a month until the Hospital insisted he be removed, no kidding, he was starting to decompose I was told!
The ONLY thing that kept all of this madness in perspective was my belief in Reincarnation and Past Lives and knowing that no matter how one died, there was a reason for that short life and the manner of their death, among other things.
This was before Stress Debriefings, so there was no telling or venting of your feelings, so some guys "bottled" it up inside and in the meantime it was eating them from the inside out.
Otherwise, like some of my colleagues, I would have found solace in some type of substance or chemical that could of harmed me, so my belief in PL’s has helped me find comfort and stability in my life!
So I guess my "much asked" question is, has your belief in Reincarnation and Past Lives brought you comfort in this lifetime?
