I never strongly believed in past lives until recently. Though I am a heterosexual female adult in a serious relationship with a male, I have these inexplicable feelings for this mystery woman I can't explain. It started when I felt this odd connection with the actress Natasha Lyonne. Not just a connection, even a desire for her. It was odd, because it didn't feel like a current desire, but something I've felt in the past. Someone who looked like her, someone I loved. I feel these intense emotions when I think about this woman. Love, passion, lust, loss, yearning. I can't help but know that in a past life, I loved her. I even have these memories of touching her, kissing her. My question is: how do I find out more about her? I've tried exploring my past life through self-meditation but it hasn't worked. I have this deep yearning and I need to know who this woman was and how she impacted a possible past life I had in such a strong way. Any suggestions?