When I was maybe around 15, I had an extremely vivid dream that really stayed with me where this man, who I did not know in real life, and I were madly in love and just dancing, laughing, and kissing the night away. The only thing was that the dream took place in the 1920s and the person who was supposed to be me did not look like me but I knew deep down it was. As a Christian I never thought much about it or thought it may be a memory from a past life until maybe five years ago.
Fast forward years later. I met my best friend, "Kristen," at the second job I had after college and twenty years later we are still close. We bonded over the fact that we were both recently married and after being close for a while we started doing things as couples with our spouses from time to time. It wasn't until her husband "Kurt" and I were alone, which was unplanned, for the first time that we both felt something that seemed beyond the world though we kept it quiet from each other for a long time. All we did while we were waiting for Kristin that day was bond over discussing movies and music we liked and discovered the fact that we both used to play the guitar but quit in high school. I really felt like I knew him from somewhere but shrugged it off. But as time went on the feeling of having known him before was stronger especially whenever we hugged hello or just sitting across from him at a dinner table.
It wasn't until a few years later when my son and their oldest daughter had a play date in the park that Kurt confronted me and admitted to feeling the same emotion I had kept a secret that entire time. It was then that I, too, admitted that I felt like I had known Kurt for many years and that there was this extremely strong connection between us. Kurt then revealed that after doing some research on his own even though he was Christian as well that he thought perhaps we knew each other in another life. He even thought perhaps we were married and while I did not shoot him down I at first refused to consider that we were once married. It didn't seem right to think about considering we were both married to other people. I actually didn't want it to be true because it made me feel like I was cheating on my husband even though nothing ever happened between me and Kurt. It took me fainting during an outing to make his words valid where Kristen made him pick me up from the ground as my husband just stood their with the kids freaking out at the new gash on my head. After I had come to for a bit I had the strongest feeling that Kurt had picked me up before dozens of times.
It is almost now 20 years of my husband, myself, and I being close with Kristen and Kurt and our feelings towards us having been a married couple in a past life hasn't changed in spite of us living now two hours away. I have to admit that with all the time that has passed Kurt and I sometimes having a hard time coming to terms with our feelings for each other which are very strong. We never act on anything and have no intentions to do so as we love our spouses and our children; we just have many conversations guessing what our old life was maybe once like and what happened to us back then. There is definitely an attraction and strong feelings of love between us but they feel beyond earth having been from many moons ago. I know that doesn't sound right but it is very hard to explain. I do wonder if that dream I had as a teenager was really a memory of me and him in a past life.
Has anybody experienced anything like this? Besides Kurt I have never talked to anybody about this matter. He and I always wish that we could access old memories but they never come. All that we have are feelings of familiarity like we have done something before. If we really were married in a past life, why do you think we would be separate in this one?
Fast forward years later. I met my best friend, "Kristen," at the second job I had after college and twenty years later we are still close. We bonded over the fact that we were both recently married and after being close for a while we started doing things as couples with our spouses from time to time. It wasn't until her husband "Kurt" and I were alone, which was unplanned, for the first time that we both felt something that seemed beyond the world though we kept it quiet from each other for a long time. All we did while we were waiting for Kristin that day was bond over discussing movies and music we liked and discovered the fact that we both used to play the guitar but quit in high school. I really felt like I knew him from somewhere but shrugged it off. But as time went on the feeling of having known him before was stronger especially whenever we hugged hello or just sitting across from him at a dinner table.
It wasn't until a few years later when my son and their oldest daughter had a play date in the park that Kurt confronted me and admitted to feeling the same emotion I had kept a secret that entire time. It was then that I, too, admitted that I felt like I had known Kurt for many years and that there was this extremely strong connection between us. Kurt then revealed that after doing some research on his own even though he was Christian as well that he thought perhaps we knew each other in another life. He even thought perhaps we were married and while I did not shoot him down I at first refused to consider that we were once married. It didn't seem right to think about considering we were both married to other people. I actually didn't want it to be true because it made me feel like I was cheating on my husband even though nothing ever happened between me and Kurt. It took me fainting during an outing to make his words valid where Kristen made him pick me up from the ground as my husband just stood their with the kids freaking out at the new gash on my head. After I had come to for a bit I had the strongest feeling that Kurt had picked me up before dozens of times.
It is almost now 20 years of my husband, myself, and I being close with Kristen and Kurt and our feelings towards us having been a married couple in a past life hasn't changed in spite of us living now two hours away. I have to admit that with all the time that has passed Kurt and I sometimes having a hard time coming to terms with our feelings for each other which are very strong. We never act on anything and have no intentions to do so as we love our spouses and our children; we just have many conversations guessing what our old life was maybe once like and what happened to us back then. There is definitely an attraction and strong feelings of love between us but they feel beyond earth having been from many moons ago. I know that doesn't sound right but it is very hard to explain. I do wonder if that dream I had as a teenager was really a memory of me and him in a past life.
Has anybody experienced anything like this? Besides Kurt I have never talked to anybody about this matter. He and I always wish that we could access old memories but they never come. All that we have are feelings of familiarity like we have done something before. If we really were married in a past life, why do you think we would be separate in this one?
