I gave birth to a preterm baby boy. He was a fighter....fought a lot of obstacles but gave up after 40 days in Nicu. I have seen him going through a lot of problems. I can't seem to get over him. Read lot of stories of reincarnation...I really wish his soul comes back and chooses me to be his mother again. That's the only hope I have now. I feel his body was fragile so he decided to go but he will take a rebirth in a healthy body once I conceive again. Did anyone go through the same??