Hi Everyone. I'm looking for a little perspective in this situation so I'll try to make it as short as possible. I met someone online and we have developed feelings of love for each other. It has been overwhelming. The biggest problem is that he's married, 13 years younger and has 5 children. I broke up with him few weeks ago. Despite the overwhelming feelings, the fact that he has a soul contract with someone else has always bothered me from the beginning. The times he would disappear or be short with me were upsetting so I decided to move on. We met in a online game community, he's in Chicago, I'm in Maryland and we never met in person. This separation has been a lot more painful than I had thought it would be. In my meditations ive been trying to understand why it hurts so much and I'm always feeling a very intense past life energy between us that might have involved tragedy of some sort. I can't quite pinpoint. In any case, I'm a smart person, with a good understanding of all the psychological elements of relationships but I'm stuck on this one. I never felt this way before and I'm just afraid there may be an unconscious mechanism trying to relieve this pain by justifying it somehow. What are y'alls thoughts on this? Thank you.