There is this man I was very close to in my past life and he's still with me for as long as I can remember. He has always guided me, but dislikes the term "guardian angel". I'm trying to find any information about him. He was rich with a very special appearance and name, so once I'd find him I'd know it's him. He stopped trying to contact me when I was in early elementary, and somehow I forgot about everything, until he came back last year a month before my 20th birthday. We are still learning to communicate with each other but within the past year we learned to communicate almost effortlessly. He keeps showing me more and more details about him, but for some reason doesn't want me to remember about my own life, telling me I'd be shocked and that I'm better off where I am now. I've also always had fear of fire and vivid nightmares about fire since the age of 2. I really need to find any kind of information on him, this is very important to me. I keep searching the internet but I have only found very little relevant information. Also any other kind of advice is appreciated.