Hi I have previously posted on the reincarnation questions section and here I will write everything I know about my life in Poland under WW2. When I was a little boy, I experienced the same vision over and over. I "saw" a darkened city and knew that many bomb planes were on their way. I "heard" humming noises as many planes approached my darkened city. The vision always ended when the first bombs began to fall. I could walk down the street and get the same vision or sit in my elementary school and get it anyway. Almost at the same time, I started to get scared of the places with a lot of people. I had an irrational feeling that my life was in danger and that among those people there are those who want to harm me. My abdominal muscles and my anus muscles were always tense, I was constantly under stress. When I was a little older, about 16 years old, I started reading books about WW2. But I was only interested in Nazi Germany, the Jews and Poland. I was not interested in reading about wars between the United States and Japan, for example, or about Germany's wars against the Netherlands, France, England, the Balkan... but only about war against Poland. I began to feel a strong sympathy for Jews but not all but only Polish Jews. I live in Sweden now and I have read all sorts of books that tell about Jewish ghetto and nazi camps in Poland during WW2. I mean, at least hundreds books. One day I went to Poland as a tourist. The feeling I got is indescribable. It felts like the air is thicker and colors stronger in Poland than in Sweden. I felt drunk. I was close to fainting. Eventually, I began to develop a very self-destructive game. I shouted sometimes to myself - SS is coming, they will take you and kill you. My heart started pounding immediately, I started sweating and panicked. Everything happened now and here in Sweden where I live a quiet life without big problems. I met my ex fiancee in a one Southern European country. Even though I saw her for the first time in my life, I got a strong feeling that I knew her from before and I had an indescribably bad conscience because I knew I had done something very bad to her. I loved her a lot but we separated and now she lives in another city here in Sweden. She lived in a rather poor family there in Southern Europe and here she has a better life, so I have a feeling that I have paid some of my carmic debts to her. So in the beginning I was completely convinced that I was a Polish Jew in my previous life but then I had some lucid dreams where I saw myself as a German soldier who at first did horrible things to Jews and hates Nazi leaders who force him to do such disgusting things but then began to help the Jews and became himself in mortal danger. So I do not know now if I was a Jew or a German soldier but this past life has a strong impact on my current life. I wanted to explore more about this life with meditation but feel fear of what I will find there and several members advised me to be very careful with this because there is reason why we forget such extremely traumatic lives. Sorry for my bad English. Greetings to all.