So many things I could say...but this is probably the most intense. This vision first occurred when I was about 6 or 7 and had a very high fever and ear infection while vacationing at the beach with my grandparents. We were stuck in Florida during a hurricane, I might add. First there is distortion to size and dimension of external images. Then I see doors which are also distorted. Then I see two statues which are knights on horseback turn towards each other and appear to be about to do battle. Then comes the climax. I find myself....at the top of a pyramid. I realize I have been here many times. I can see outside as if thru glass. At that point I know what is going to happen but can't stop it. There are wooden sticks lying about. I kick them into a pile, I can hear someone or thing wanting me to stop, but it is already too late and is preordained .....then the wood ignites and a blinding light consumes everything. There is always some physical pain and discomfort associated with that moment. This dream, vision....has been reoccurring throughout my life. There is more....but that's almost another story within itself. Now......how do I understand or explain that???