Jaimie, few here mention their spirit Guide and interaction like I had other than you [and John Tat possibly]. Did you communicate with actual words or was it just a joining together and talking with thoughts alone?
Hi Ken !
I think Eva has mentioned it too and she too seems like an expert in the field, much more than I am
Well, first time I wanted to do this (be in contact with a spirit guide) I saw someone appear like they had looked, little younger though, come walking towards me in complete blackness. I was rather shocked because I did not know it would be this real, and because I truly love and miss this person who has been dead now for over 10 years. I got way too emotional and so did this other person too, and so it got interrupted by that I think -- I could not stay in that meditation-level. Just like I break away perhaps not intentionally but because I get too emotional during some meditations, while experiences possible past life memories.
Then I have now 2 times had this happening: Blackness at first. Me thinking this is not gonna work but who cares I am relaxed anyway. Then I see him. He is easy going, just like he was in life, and he does not get too close (when I had my first experience with the person I had lost I wanted to touch her, her hands, see if she was "real", I woke up with tears running down my cheeks). So I think he has found the trick with me, if he now is real and not just my imagination going wild. First time this happened I went like I went with the other person "Are you OK ? Where are you ?" ( I completely forgot what I was suppose to do with the meditation stuff, as this seemed far more important to me ). He has directed me away from that, he just laughs a little and answers, he does tend to almost answer before I have asked my question, so he is quick.
When I have communicated I talk to the spirit guide in my head and get answer, just as if they talk, in my head too.
One ghastly surprise I had though was when I tried a meditation including meeting your spirit guide on youtube, this was when we thought we had paranormal activity at home sometimes (caused by the energy of the person who had so tragically committed suicide close by). Now, I hope this was only my fears and my imagination, of course. One was suppose to imagine one sat by a fire and that the spirit guide would come. But instead it felt (did not see it) as if I had a presence (my true spirit guide ?) somewhere behind me. And then next to me sat someone that were dressed in what to me looked like a Ku Klux Klan clothing, but in black, and I could not see the head as it was all on the side to me. It did not speak. I think I just went along with it, taking a chance that perhaps this (in my imagination) symbolize fear, darkness and grief, depression. I also thought if this being was the one who had taken it's life or if it was the dark entity that had followed it (as I have a theory that we can attract beings on the other side, or energies that reflect our own). I told it that this was not the place for it, that it needed to move on, that we are all light, and that it needed to let go, and if holding on to the poor person who had died, that it had no right too, and something else I can't remember before having the session broken up on it's own, why I don't know, perhaps I got too riled up.
What happened to me many years ago, when I was more a child than a woman in age (and mentally), was that I was having before waking up, lots and lots of quick passing memories (of my recent past life self and her then boyfriend), everything was in amazing high speed, but I understood more or less every scene and I felt someone else's presence, someone talking to me, what I now must think was a spirit guide, but it was not the boyfriend, it was someone else who I have no idea who that was. it told me not to think about the bad that had happened, but believe that he (the boyfriend) truly loved you. I think the spirit guide was throwing scenes at me for me to get that. And I said something I think like but I'm not her, you're mistaken, and I think I even tried to say my name -- and it ended with it saying something like you are her, you were her and then showing me the last scene where things slowed down remarkably, and I got to look at him (in the scene, the boyfriend) and he looked at her (I was in her body, sleeping lightly before waking up) with love in his eyes.
I have asked on this thread before if anyone else have had those very quick scenes happening to you, but so far no answer. Have you had that happening to you or know what it is ? How it works ?
I have now thought about it some more and think perhaps it is the same as when they saw the spirits and spirit guides need to lower their energy in order to talk to us, but maybe in my case instead of talking; it was given to me in pictures before this being was able to slow it down ?
/Jaimie