hi, just wanna know if anyone else recognize themselves in this apparently in a past life I had the most complicated and heartbroken love life no matter what I did and it pretty much destroyed my life. I don't know why this was. I could tell I gave everything I had and more to try to make the relationships work but they just didn't ( the longest relationship was with someone who had mob connections which was why I was afraid to leave him because I thought he would loose his mind and he nearly did. I was afraid he would seek revenge. I was terrified when he told me of his friends, I did not know this when we became involved and when I did it was too late to get out ) In my own life I feel very blessed to have it easy this time around being happily married for a long time. this is of course no guarantee that it will last a life time, but so far so good, right ( cross my fingers ). On the other hand lots of chaos has happened in my life that I had no control over, that I just had to survive somehow and I did. I am just stunned how it could be so different from one life to the other. has anyone else had the opposite thing happening in current life than the previous one concerning relationships?