It's going to be pretty long story, so my apologies beforehand. Around 6months ago I met a man through our friend in common. We used to go to the same school so I knew him by the name but we never had really talked to eachother. So we were both visiting this friend of ours, he came by a little after my arriving. We were outside standing and somehow we started to have a conversation about reincarnation, life, life lessons etc. Pretty deep convo. He asked if I have ever seen the story "The Egg" in youtube, showing that to me. I told him that I am familiar with the story. Suddenly he took off without sayin anything to anyone. All I saw was his red transporter driving off from the parking lot and me thinking "that's a shame, it was a good convo. I wish he had said something, maybe I could've got a ride to the nearest trainstation.." But as he vanished from my sighting I thought nothing more, I said my goodbyes to my friends and started making my way home. Soon after my friend I was visiting sent me a snapchat sayin "Someone took interest on you (once again) just a hint". I responded to him askin what was he talking about. "Well it's not a first time asking about you but I gave him your snap". And as soon as I read the message I got a friend request from the guy I was having "The Egg" convo with. Let's call him as E from now on. So E sent me a message asking what I had planned for the weekend, to wich I responded having nothing special. We chatted a little but nothing special or deep. As the weekend was getting close E chatted me again saying he was at a work trip in Copenhagen and he was thinking of getting me some sweets if I'd like that. I was a bit surprised why he would do such a thing since we didn't really know eachother but his gesture was pretty sweet (pun intended) so I responded to him that "Sweets would be nice, I do like candy so why not, haha". This was a grwat way for him to invite himself over the next monday bringing me a magnet and the sweets that he promises. At first I felt a bit weird having him in my house, since I really didn't know who he was or how he was like really. But soon after he arrived we started just talking about everything. I mean everything between hell and heaven. We were joking around and I found myself really comfortable with him. I was thinking "This guy isn't so bad He's actually pretty good, maybe I should get to know him better". Our "date" ended the clock getting late and I thanked him for visiting and told him we should meet up sometime again. We met a couple of times at my house just hanging around, and one time I was cooking some soup and offered him some too. He loved my cooking and thanked me before he was leaving. I was feeling myself getting a crush on him but since he had not made any moves on me I was feeling shy to do so myself. So he thanked me for the dinner, he stood at my doorstep for a moment. There was a chance for a kiss but I guess we both were too shy so we just gave a friendly hug. The next day he texted me his thanks once again for the delicious dinner and said that he would like to make it back to me in terms of an outside walk by the sea and after that he would cook something for me. I said that saturday would be great so we met then. He took me by the sea to watch the sunset, but it was a bit cloudy. He was upset because he had imagined taking me to see a beautiful sunset and now it was just blue and grey. We were high above the sealevel by a cliff so I really didn't mind missing the sunset. The view was beutiful anyway. So we got to his house, my first time there. He was definitely being a little awkward saying he's not a great cook but he had learnt something specially for me. It was cooked veggies, noodles with a chinese type of sauce. It did lack some spices but it was great anyways. It was so him seeing the effort and I could tell he had planned this all for a while. He was once again upset saying he didn't perform as well as he had hoped but "someday I will win your heart with this dish". I stopped for a moment, I felt really sweet so I made my move for a kiss and he kissed me back. He was a bit surprised saying "you got me off my guard there.. whoaw.. I might need a moment here.. or maybe another kiss". From that day on we haven't really been away from eachother. As we started dating he started making confessions of how he had fallen in love with me the first time he had seen me at the school cafeteria 4years(!) back. He said he was thinking to himself "that girl is my future". He said he was asking about me from our mutual friends and one of them had laughed him off saying "she's not interested, she has a boyfriend and a child" wich was true at the time. That relationship is all another story, hurtful and abusive. Back then he thought he doesn't want to ruin anyones happiness so he just ended up watching me from distance. In time my past relationship ended (badly), but I moved on with my life. E said he had seen me in town sometimes and everytime he saw me he had been thinking "She's glowing, should I go talk to her? Maybe not. Maybe she thinks I'm a weirdo". Wich I probably would have been thinking if someone would have come to talk to me out of blue. Until the day pur paths met at our friends house and we had "The Egg" talk. He said that at the time he left he was feeling a bit awkward leaving so rapidly and that he would've wanted to continue the convo. But as he drove off (and as I was looking the back of his car) he had been thinking to himself that "Alright E, this was ypur chance and you left. But if she looks after my car I'm going to make my move". Funny hahha, but cool that he did. He also talks to this day of having this weird, but warm and loving feeling that once in our past lifes maybe we were together. He doesn't really know, but says it's just a feeling of having something very precious back, and like he had never loved anyone but me. Few weeks after our dating he was visiting his homecountry (neigbours) and he said he had a meeting with a tarot card reader. To this I have to say that around 10yrs ago when I was 19 me, and couple of my friends had a dream in wich I was killed in a car accident, passengers seat, winter, car falling down from a bridge. I was horrified back then as two of my friends called the same morning having the same dream. And in that dream I was older but under 30. I'm 29 now. He said he had asked about our relationship because of his feelings of that we have "met before this time". The tarot card reader said that she can not see our past, but she sees us fighting about his driving and that there is some sort of accident happening (she didn't know about the dream). She said that I will be angry to E about his driving and that to our relationship, there will be a lot of challenges and even fighting but if we're honest and open to eachother we will get through it. She said one of us will hurt him/herself at somepoint badly and in result there is some fighting as well (a lot of fighting I see..) also she said he will have someone betraying him financially and that he will be losing something of his and that this will lead to quite a long lasting and challenging time in life. Well. Now we're in the deepest point of my thread. It's only been 6 months and in this time he was betrayed financially by his boss. There were bulgrals in his house taking everything he owned, and he hurt himself pretty bad as he got an epilepsy attack. We didn't know about his condition even though he had had a similar attack few months before we met. He was declined of driving a car for at least 3 months. I was there during the attack and it was horrible to see. He hurt his head badly, got a massive bleed and went all pale and blue from his face. He also couldn't remember anything of the seizure happening. And even though he had a similar experince within the same year he hasn't taken any medicides for his condition. He also said that he would be driving anywhay because he needs the car to go to work etc. I got my heart broken and also a bit angry at him saying that they didn't forbid his driving without a reason. And that he needs to understand that he can not know when the attack happens again, it CAN happen while driving, and the he is not endangering only his but also everyone else's lives too. I asked him that "what if I'm in the same car?". He got pale and after 20 minutes of silence treatment he promised not to drive, he will figure things out some other way. Put all together, it's an interesting story to me all together, not to mention that our minds seem to think alike. He does things I'm just about to suggest, or he says things I'm thinking right at that moment. He treats me and also my son very very gently and with heart. He gives me the kind of love I have been yearning for so long.. I just keep thinking, what is this? Our story, our relationship, is there a past life connection? How about the dream, the accident and how all come together? Is there someone who had enough time to read this through and give some advice what to do from here on? My fear is that the accident truly does happen and possibly because of his epilepsy. Though I have declined getting into his car, instead I'm updating my drivers license so I can dp the driving. I don't want to loose him, and I don't want this life to do us apart now that we just found eachother..