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  1. Anam D'aois

    Anam D'aois Member

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    Hello all,

    I am a bit weary to past this, as I've never told anyone about my past life relations before... But, I want to try and form a clearer picture of this, so I can accept what is going on.



    I'll try to make this as short as possible-

    Ever since I was a toddler, I had dreams of another child only a few years older than myself. He was always the same age gap from me, even as I aged. I was 5, he was 7-8... I was 7, he was 9-10.

    He always came into my dreams and we would play and run around as kids do. When I experienced the first death in my family, I was 8 years old and in my dreams, he was now 10-11. He came to me and comforted me and helped me to be okay again, because I was crushed by the death- the family member and I were very close.

    He began coming to me less frequently as I've gotten older. And when I turned 18, things started changing between this spirit boy and I. Nothing hormonally driven (as teens a often are), but it was a very casual and natural progression between us. He would visit me only 3-4 times a year and during those times, he would console me, allow me to vent anything to him, even give me advice on a muscle/chiropractic issue I had at the time. He gave me terminology I had NO knowledge of, and he was right about it, at that. We became slightly more intimate, but never anything "too much" or degenerate.

    I am now in my mid twenties, and he visits me only when he must see fit. He's come around after every loss, struggling times, and sometimes but not always, when I'm at my happiest.
    These visits occur only 2-3 times a year now, unless a quick visit takes place just to say "hey, still here" and leave.


    I've never been able to get a perfectly clear description of him, only a general idea. And he's never told me his name, but I've also never been able to remember to ask.

    At this point in my life, I've accepted that this person was my husband in a past life. I know this. I never understood, but I do know this.
    And I also know... That... I came back, but he hasn't... He stayed in the afterlife with God. I feel that this is the first time he hasn't come back with me, and that we've always come back together for a very long time. Maybe not EVERY life, but many, many lives. And its hard to know this, because I feel like we're tied together with this bizarrely fairytale bond.


    The questions with my story are-

    1- How can I recall more about my past life?

    2- Do crystals work to help me find out more, if so, what kind should I get?
    (I've got a labradorite bracelet, shungite bracelet, clear quartz bracelet, and I've got an Auralite 23 bracelet coming in the mail soon)

    3- Why are our visits always so scarce? He knows I want him around more, haha :)




    Thank you,
    Miss Anam D'aois
     
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  2. Jaimie

    Jaimie Senior Member

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    Hi Miss Anam D'aois !

    Thank you for sharing this, sounds beautiful but must also like you describe be aching for you.

    When I first read what you wrote (I had not gone through it all til the end) the first idea that struck me was that you have had an older siblings you never knew off who died either in your mummy's tummy or right after. This because I have heard of stories that some have that they continue to grow up but in their world, they grow up in heaven instead, but are still around us. But when reading what you have written til the end you think he has been your husband in a previous life. Perhaps in that life you knew each other as children ? (just throwing around different ideas here).

    It would be perhaps worth asking your parent about it. I was almost shocked when I found out when I was around 18 or so that my parents had lost an older sibling to me during pregnancy, I suppose people did not talk about these things back then and I can't remember asking how long the pregnancy was. I've seen this a lot working with elderly and other times that people simply did not talk about death like they do today. I am sure someone else has a different opinion, but these are just my own experiences of it. That is why I think if that was to be that your parents did not commit "a crime" by not telling you, this was simply normal back in the day.

    One way of finding out is using you tube meditation but do the protection shield properly, another let someone guide you, the best is most likely someone professional.

    I have nothing to say about crystals as I'm completely oblivious when it comes to this, I'm not saying it doesn't work, I just know way too little about this area to say anything really about it.

    I've had certain inputs that the one I also remember things about has turn up as my spirit guide, but I still don't know if it is make believe, if it is something my subconscious wants to comfort myself knowing he is safe then (I was worried about him in a past life). I think yours are 100% real though, when he could give information what was wrong with your body at the time that turned out to be true.

    I've read somewhere that those that are advanced can take longer time to be reborn. Don't know if that is true ? (I hope I don't offend anyone here). The few that I have experienced for myself have different years to them in between, sometimes quick (was killed as a little boy, but then I was a girl with the same father.), another time close to 10 years between the reincarnation.

    It might have been this way -- if he was born with you in this life he would have worked as a invisible wall so you would not focus on getting another relationship with another soulmate in order, so he cant be with you physically this time around. And he can't visit you too often as then your connection and you missing him will only get stronger, so he has to step back, in order for you to fulfill your destiny this time around.

    These are just some thoughts I have.


    /Jaimie
     
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  3. Anam D'aois

    Anam D'aois Member

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    Hello, Jaimie
    Pleasure to meet you!

    You wrote so many great points, I will try to touch on each one that stood out to me.


    Yes, at times (such as today particularly), it can ache very much. It is a bittersweet ache, not only one of hurt. It feels good on one hand to know that he has intentionally stayed with me. It makes me happy to know that. But I also feel that by not remembering my whole past life, that I've not appreciated that past enough while it was present. But that is of course not up to me now, I accept that. Maybe that is why I am no-nonsense, live in the moment and appreciative of the present that people are alive. I am not. a petty person and cannot stand wasting time on anger or such. You know?

    Well, when I was a child (and did not understand the value of relationships between man and woman, as children generally do not, other than seeing Mom and Dad as an inseparable couple, of course) I often didn't feel anything other than "hey, this kid likes to play and run around with em, that's fun". I was an extremely innocent child, extremely.
    I recall very few times, I saw him in this physical world, we would play with toys in my room on the floor. But that has never happened again, as I've aged.

    I loved the idea you had of them being unborn children from my past (my Mom did not experience any child losses and I was her only pregnancy, so I know he isn't a brother or whatnot) and I loved the idea that he is a child I knew from my past life.
    Although that is a certainly interesting idea, and one that had never crossed my own mind, I am fairly certain he was my husband. I certainly appreciate the tossing around of other ideas, that is always welcome

    As I mentioned vaguely, as we have aged together, the interaction has become less frequent, and more intimately natured in a slightly less platonic way. And during these times, it has the feeling of " just like before,". While the dreams are in present time, they have the feeling of the way we were when we were living. I hope that makes sense.


    And yes, I've tried mediation before, but nobody ever comes to me. It often feels like I'm not doing it correctly , because I still feel.... Hmm... Heavy? Like I'm not on the correct "astral plane" so to speak.
    Is there a meditation for past life that you would recommend to me?

    Your mention that more advanced souls take longer- yes. Haha, I laughed to myself because I've been told sooo many times that I am a "very old soul" and "seem very advanced".
    I certainly believe this is the case with he and I. And no, no offence whatsoever, that's a great thing to hear someone else say the same thing as I've heard before.
    Because he has got the purest, most warm and loving soul I've ever met. I've often thought it'll be hard to marry this time, because he's left me with high standards for men haha!

    Joking aside, I appreciate all the thought you put into this so quickly. I really do.

    I will also say that I know my most recent past life I lived in Canada as I was still a female, but I don't know if that was with him or not. Its all too fuzzy for me to understand. Is it unusual that I only remember ever being a female?
    Possibly I only feel this because I am also a female now, and cannot picture myself as a male? This has always puzzled me.

    Oh! And yes, I've often assumed the same- he has to back away as to not interfere too much. But God forgive me, I just adore him to bits and would enjoy for him to swing by a little more often, haha! He's such a comfort. And I know he knows that. That makes it easier to respect and appreciate the distance kept.

    Thank you again, Jaimie, bless you.
    Anam

    (Please feel free to call me Anam, it is not my exact name, but it is Gaelic for part of my name :) )

    PS- please forgive my autocorrect if it tries to randomly call you Jamie. It will learn haha :)
     
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  4. Eva1942

    Eva1942 A Walking Enigma...

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    First of all, welcome! :) Past Life recall and healing is not a party trick and is no joke. Healing often takes YEARS, and you have to be prepared to deal with all sorts of emotions.

    Answers (these are purely only my opinion, and only you can decide what is right)

    1) Have you asked him? If he is one of your Spirit Guides, ask him to show you this past life. If you are ready to, he will. If you aren’t, he won’t.

    2) Look for crystals that promote Spiritual healing such as Crystal Quartz, Tourmaline, Rose Quartz, Pietersite ( considered by some to be the crystal that holds the keys to the kingdom of Heaven), Lapis Lazuli and others.

    3) Spirit have freewill much like we do. They don’t have to come when you want them to, quite often they will socialise and then go home, just like we do here in the physical. Sometimes when I call for a particular guide, another will come in its place because they have things to do much like we do.

    Ask your Spirit friend questions! They love a chat, but remember that they are not privy to tell you everything. I ask my guides questions sometimes that they cannot answer, because they either don’t know, can’t linearly remember or are not allowed to answer ( some things are only know to us in Spirit and not in the physical).

    Eva x
     
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    Eva1942 A Walking Enigma...

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    I’m a very old soul too, dating to pre-dynastic Egypt and even further back than that. Rules of the forum forbid me to speak of my lifetimes before pre-dynastic Egypt.

    Accordingly, I am advanced too, but my twin soul/flame is more advanced than me and I am playing “catch-up”.

    Be careful you do not base your preference in the opposite sex by your Spirit friend. Spirit ARE pure, loving and kind and sometimes are the same in the physical, but you returned to experience different relationships and not a rehash of past relationships. When I was 15, I longed for love that I knew I had had before, but when I was about 22, I gave up being so picky. When I was married, I gave up completely :p

    It could be that you have had more female lifetimes than male ones. This often happens when your ‘half’ of the soul is masculine, and needs to heal or express more femininity and get in touch with your ‘feminine side’. I myself have had more male lifetimes than female and in this lifetime have ‘feminine issues’. My last two lifetimes (this one and my last one in Germany) have been female, while the one before that was male. Seeing myself as a male was quite amusing at first because I looked so different! :p

    It’s not the fact that he is interfering, it’s the fact Spirit must use a lot of energy to “slow down” their vibration to be in the physical with us. My twin soul/flame who is also my Spirit Guide, if he spends too much linear time here with me, the physical weight of emotions and other such things, affect him and I have to tell him to go home to Spirit.

    Your Spirit friend will ‘swing by’ whenever, so be open to their visits! :)

    Eva x
     
  6. Jaimie

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    Hi Anam ! :)

    Thank you for your kind reply. It is perfectly fine if you call me Jamie, I think I accidentally misspelled it when signing up here or that someone else had it before me, I can't remember exactly...

    I see that Eva has written you and as you can tell she has more experience than I have of connecting with her spirit guide and spirits in general. I remember too how difficult meditation was for me to find "my way", but finally it worked. I tend to be more skeptic to my experiences during meditation but perhaps this is because I am not as awake as I feel when I have had flashbacks. I have found things to match what I have experience during meditation and people here has been kind to help me find the information or just give it to me when I am one big question mark myself, ha ha. In general I think meditation is good to relax the brain. I have a very busy work, for instance, and sometimes my brain is still "on" too much so I need to meditate so I won't get those stress symptoms some of my poor co-workers struggle with, so for me working out and doing meditation work as a protection shield. I'm one of those who always wants to do more in less possible time, so I have to watch out a little - of myself.

    The one that has works for me is for instance the one below, but there are several others too; I think it it just about finding that inner road to a meditative state, then it doesn't matter. The most pleasant meditative state I have had was when being in between sleep and reality and just floating around in past life memories, seeing things, understanding things but being completely protected as well, but the choice was mine. I did not have a voice to tell me what to do and to interrupt a scene.




    I've read one advice someone wrote on this forum - think it was Ken - that had asked his spirit guide to not reveal anything with violence to him and he has not experienced that since either. It is so true what Eva writes that it takes years to melt down some past life experiences, at first I did not think it could effect me, but then I realized it had and I had to slow down and finally deal with it. So please don't take it lightly like I did, and please ask for protection, white light protection, what ever you will find that will work for you.

    I was shocked when having experience having been male in a past life, but I enjoyed it. It could be that your personality is so tied up with the identity of being female, or that your spirit is naturally female but this does not mean you can't have been a male in a past life or lives, but like you suspect the reason you have not accessed it could be the reason why.

    It is good to have you old souls here on the Earth, I tell you ; )

    Take good care :)

    /Jaimie
     
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    thats really cool

    welcome to the forums :)
     
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    KenJ Moderator Emeritus

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    Welcome Anam, your description of your Guide sounds just like mine, congratulations, I hope that you appreciate his/her council, thank them rather fear them.
     
  9. Anam D'aois

    Anam D'aois Member

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    Hello, Ken!
    Great to meet you.

    I sure do appreciate his council, and have never feared such things :)
    Thanking him never seems enough, once you meet that sort of kindness and love from a soul, its impossible to forget.


    God bless
     
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    Anam D'aois Member

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    Thank you, Cloud! Great to meet you.
     
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    Anam D'aois Member

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    Hello, Eva!
    Great to meet you.
    I had a family member called Eva, very cool.

    You wrote so many great things, as did Jaimie, I'll try to touch on all points I can haha :)

    I have nooooot asked him! It annoys me that I tend to forget to ask him when he visits. Its almost like I become so entranced that he's back, I forget anything that seems important in this astral plane so to speak. I wish I could remember to. I all always lucid around him, so its just a matter of my remembering to ask haha
    And I've got one heck of a memory, so its a peeve of mine to forget to do things haha

    I'd like to get both rose quartz and lapis lazuli.
    Have you ever worn crystal bracelets, or is it better to have the necklace form, or maybe just chunks sitting in my room instead? I'd like to hear your take on that. I get mine from sellers in Etsy. I can't afford AAA grade, only A and sometimes AA, does it matter much?


    Yes yes, free will for sure. Maybe he travels very far and can't stop by so often... Joking of course, I'm sure they can blink and be wherever they want haha :)

    It often feels like a forbidden human-spirit connection, like he's not supposed to come around too often. That's partly why when I discovered the book The Ghost and Mrs. Muir only two years ago, I've adored it. It feels so relatable in several ways. Those who cannot be together this life... Ouch, my heart ❤ haha


    And for sure, I totally agree that he's holding some things back because I'm not ready to know them yet. Maybe ever, who knows?

    I was hoping he'd visit on Valentine's Day, but to no avail. Maybe some other time, I'm not picky :)


    Is there any way to raise my vibration so he does t have to lower his as much? I know we can't be high as they are, but I often find myself having low feeling times and I've always been a bit hard on myself. I know that lowers my vibration, so I try to correct my behavior. I try to eat healthy, homemade meals 95% of the time, sodas only a few times a week, and tea at night to wind down ☺

    Also... Maybe this sounds silly... But does it matter what position you sleep in, to be more or less receptive to spiritual visits? I ask, because people say you need to sleep on your back to be lucid in dreams and aware of spirits. Well, I cannot sleep on my back. At ALL. I have literally laid awaked for 3 hours while trying to sleep on my back. I just can't. Not sure why.



    Thank you again, Eva.
    God bless
     
  12. Anam D'aois

    Anam D'aois Member

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    Thank you again for your reply, Jaimie.
    Oh, usernames... Haven't we all had that struggle? Haha :)

    I understand completely about being an over-worker, I try to cram far too much into days sometimes when there is a lot going on. Self employed and very much a "take on responsibility" kinda gal. I have the tendency of wearing my mind completely out haha :)

    I will try that mediation this week. Would it be most productive if I were to do the meditation every night for, say, a week? Is more better, or is less more?

    I am willing to receive, accept and deal with anything my spirit guides want me to see/feel. I am very passionate about dealing with things, I enjoy taking on any challenges put to me :)
    I've experienced a lot of hard and fairly traumatic losses of family in my youth, so maybe that is why I have become so accepting on dealing with pain. I don't enjoy pain, of course, but I enjoy knowing I can handle it. If that makes sense...

    Its so good to meet others who have discovered their past lives.


    Thank you again, Jaimie,
    Anam
     
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    Anam D'aois Member

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    A huge thank you to everyone who is helping me out here, I appreciate what you've offered me and whoever else continues to assist :)

    I love hearing all of your stories, all kinds of eras and types of past lives. So very cool.


    Thank you and all blessings to you,
    Anam
     
  14. Jaimie

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    Hi Anam ! :)
    Yes I too found it so wonderful when I discovered this forum and the people in it.

    Ok please take this the right way - if you are like me in the over-worker bit you need to try to slow yourself down when you once have found out how you meditate when it comes to past life experience. I got such a taste for it that I did it too much, I thought I could deal with it like a piece of cake, and have distance to it but was not always easy, not when experience violence for example. It will caught up with you.

    I have had flashbacks starting for me when I visited the US when I was in my very early teens and for years I did not know what they were, past life memories. Only after having done meditation too much I suppose I had a period where the flashbacks came more intensely and it was unstoppable, or so it felt, at the time. It came when I was trying to get some sleep, hour after hour. I would go forth and back (it was no use staying in bed as it just continued) and even though my eyes looked into my own kitchen, hallway and livingroom I experience the flashbacks as if I was more there than in my own reality. So that was frightening, as it had increased in such a way.

    I got advice from this forum on how to get out of this state. No meditation. Much sleep. Walk in nature. Do practical stuff. So little by little the flashbacks took steps back.

    It is hard for me to say how much or how little one should meditate, I hope the experts in this field can give you the right answer to that. You should properly wait and see after you have done it, even if you don't think you had a successful meditation, just so you won't get the kind of surprise I got with all those flashbacks.

    There are many times when I am stressed, I meditate but end up falling asleep, and so this is wonderful too when I need to sleep :)

    I am so sorry you have had it so tough with loosing loved ones early in your life, hopefully they are on the other side watching over you and will also help you during meditation. I know someone is helping me, even physically, have squeezed my hand for instance when I got to an ugly scene just to wake me up, ha ha. I've also had other touching times when someone is gently stroking my hair as to give comfort. One time when I was visiting the 1870-1890's life I was about to enter a scene that apparently someone on the other side did not like as a sharp, harsh voice cut in telling me to not go there. At the time I was listening to a you tube meditation tape and the voice cut through the one speaking, giving orders from the tape. It cut through as if the you tube voice was a little wimp. I was so surprised I did just what the "new voice" told me, straight away. Have no idea who that was, or if it was real, but I suppose that "voice" knew it was no use talking to me in soft, diplomatic way, because I can be too stubborn sometimes, but am sure it had the best intention for me. I've had had some tough scenes from that life exposed to me so it is not as if I have been completely protected from the bad stuff, but apparently this was a big no-no area for me to enter.

    What was spooky for me is that at one point I came out of what I thought was an unsuccessful meditation as I fell asleep, but my cheek hurt and my throat, and I did not understand why. Later on during meditation I was exposed to why. In the 1870-1890's life I was in a marriage that had gone wrong. The husband slapped my face hard one time after I had said something. I had a piano on my back and my hand got on it, to keep me up. Apparently I was just as stubborn in that life as I am in this one, so I repeated my few words as he was staring at me with hate. So he hit me again, even harder. I did not hit the ground, my piano worked as my back bone. Finally he had his hand on my throat, my back against a book shell (the types that are built in with the wall) staring at me with hate, sick eyes. Her eyes getting watery and me thinking he is going to kill her, choke her to death (but he didn't, she lived on and they split instead). Sorry for explaining this bad stuff. I guess I am trying to explain that it can be tricky with this meditation stuff, even when one does not think it was working it can be at some level.

    All the best :)
    Jaimie
     
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  15. Eva1942

    Eva1942 A Walking Enigma...

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    I often forget things too and it gets quite amusing sometimes. I lose track of linear time when I am with my twin soul/Spirit Guide, an hour can easily pass when I talk with him! :oops:

    I go to a metaphysical store and buy my crystals there. Choosing crystals is very personal and the woman in the store taught me that when you are choosing crystals, you don’t choose them — they choose you. One day I walked in looking for Onyx, and walked out with Rose Quartz, Hematite, Jet and Pietersite! Another time I walked in looking for Amethyst, and walked out with Rhondonite! She also told me that if a crystal resonates with you, they will become warm in your hand from absorbing your excess energy (often the negavitity or whatever the crystal is designed to do). If it remains cold in your hand, it means the crystal is not for your purpose.

    It’s okay to set boundaries with your Spirit Guides. After all, they’re still people too. I have this standing boundary with my guides that they can be with me everywhere in the house EXCEPT the bathroom (unless in a emergency). They do understand we need our privacy too.

    But in saying that, you do need to find out his intentions for visiting you, whether he really is a Spirit Guide or not. I made a post about it here: http://reincarnationforum.com/threa...be-someone-from-a-past-life.8955/#post-119636

    I watched the movie of ‘the Ghost and Mrs Muir’ and loved it too!

    Google foods that raise your vibration :) I don’t eat a vegan/organic diet like they say you are too, but my guide does give me a firm kick in the *** when I don’t eat properly (carried over trait from Poland) I try not to drink caffeinated tea at night as it disrupts my connections.

    Actually, you would be surprised how high our vibration can get — about 900Hertz is needed to communicate with light and Spirit.

    Ha! If that was the case I’d be a walking closed book! :p I read a article once that told me: “do not lay in bed, because you cannot do meditation or talk to Spirit Guides” then in another article I read: “ Sit or lay however you feel comfortable for meditation or communicating with your spirit guides, if it means laying in bed, like you’re ready to go to sleep, do it!”

    I lay in whatever position I can get myself comfortable in, and then call on my guides. Most times I lay on my side... You just need to get yourself in that relaxed, comfortable position. What makes talking to my Spirit Guide so easy, is because he is also my twin soul and the connection between twin souls is always open, so I probably make it sound easy, but it takes a lot of practice!

    Eva x
     
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    i think it's the level of intent that matters. a sincere effort on your behalf is more important than forcing yourself into a particular diet- unless you decide that the diet is what will allow for it, then that'd be the synergy to see results. i've had experiences both when practicing being vegetarian and when not.

    i prefer to sleep on my side for comfort. if you really think laying on your back will help have you tried holding your hands together with interlocked fingers at chest level or above your head? i noticed lately this helps me slip into a sleepy state when i'm on my back. you can put your head off to the side and still be on your back

    yes all kinds of material will help. the thing that might help the most is meditation or prayer. take time in stillness to communicate in the waking life your intention and even journal your experiences. you might get ideas to eat certain foods along the way that can help you with everything. these are all actions for the physical. i think like you said things are a little more instantaneous on the other side, it is probably that your thoughts are already understood and as you've intuited there's a barrier and a reality as to whether or not you are able to receive such information. so let this practice be the work put in to be ready.

    how many minutes out of the day will you set aside for these attempts? it might be that the only barrier between you and him is yourself. develop concentration and try existing outside yourself. learn to feel/listen as you slow down in your stillness practices. you're basically carrying the calm/restful state your mind experiences into a sitting or standing position.

    good luck, thanks for all the wonderful thoughts. here's to sensing the subtle realities available to us all.
     
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  17. Anam D'aois

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    Oh yes I agree completely when you say I need to slow myself down. Less self-frustration is certainly in order. I need to lighten up on myself a lot haha :)
    My biggest critic is myself.


    I will begin meditation for this again, I will be patient and I am a HUGE fan of journaling! I journal everything and all dreams. I've filled over 20 journals in my 23 years.


    I appreciate your condolences, one was not even a loss due to death, a family member abandoned me and my family. It was touch, because there was never closure and she passed away alone and I never saw her before then. I only got passed that about a year ago, it was hard for many reasons.


    I enjoy hearing all types of PL experiences, even the no so happy ones. I am so sorry for your abuse in your PL, that's tragic. I have to say, it is still better to be a little hard headed than to be spineless, in my opinion
    I hope you have healed from your experience.



    I hope I've not forgotten to discuss each piece you've written. If I ever do, know that I do read everything :)
     
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    Yes! You're exactly right- hours can pass and it'd feel like seconds. Even an hour isn't long enough, its just such bliss...

    I appreciate the crystal info. I have this big chunk of amethyst I got while on vacation once. I intended to get something pink, but was drawn to the amethyst. I totally get what you mean.

    Crystals are just gorgeous also ☺


    I will read your post when I finish up here! Looking forward to it.


    Also, is there any way to know what your vibration is?


    And yes, I hear that! I can't sleep at alllllll on my back. And come to think of it, there's not been any obvious cause/effect with the way I sleep when I've met with him... Interesting!


    Thank you again!
     
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    I see. That makes sense to me, and no I've never tried sleeping that way. I'll try that tonight! That may just be unique enough to work for my strangeness when it comes to sleep haha :)

    I have never tried during the day, because in all honesty, daytime isn't my thing. Haha! I am a night person by far, daytime isn't at all comfortable and relaxing to me. Mornings make me sick to my stomach if I get up too early- the way the lighting and feeling is before 8pm makes me sad and nauseated. Never have figured out why. It just seems to.


    I hope you have a nice evening, Potato! (Love the username by the way!)
     
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    -A message to Eva-

    I read the post you mentioned, Eva, as well as a few other replies in the thread. Somebody name Caye asked-

    "How do I know if that spirit guide was telling the truth about being from my past life or is it even possible for a spirit guide to want to be intimate? Is it safe, in a spiritual/energetic sense?
    At some point it also felt like an energy exchange bargain, like I was offering that type of energy the guide wanted in exchange for help from the guide."

    And the reply was, in short, no and that its not a spirit guide.

    Is this due to the energy taking request, or due to the intimacy?


    I wanted to clarify something I said in the past- I mentioned feeling a slight intimacy with my PL husband. It is not a... How do I put this... Its more of a past-intimacy knowledge, and it feels like he's telling me that its okay for me to feel that way for him, because we have been married before. But he never suggests/tries to have a sexual intimacy. I have kissed him before, but it was of my doing and he's never attempted to engage that way.

    It's more of the safety, comfort and trust type of intimacy, rather than a sexual one. And his presence never drains me or take my energy. If anything, every time I awaken after being with him, I feel like I could take on anything the day puts to me ☺


    I'm not at all unsure, of him. Especially after reading your and others posts about what qualifies or disqualifies a spirit as a spirit guide. He's certainly one of mine, as is someone else I know on the other side. But that's a different story.



    Thank you for the post reference! :)
     

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