Anam D'aois
Member
Hello all,
I am a bit weary to past this, as I've never told anyone about my past life relations before... But, I want to try and form a clearer picture of this, so I can accept what is going on.
I'll try to make this as short as possible-
Ever since I was a toddler, I had dreams of another child only a few years older than myself. He was always the same age gap from me, even as I aged. I was 5, he was 7-8... I was 7, he was 9-10.
He always came into my dreams and we would play and run around as kids do. When I experienced the first death in my family, I was 8 years old and in my dreams, he was now 10-11. He came to me and comforted me and helped me to be okay again, because I was crushed by the death- the family member and I were very close.
He began coming to me less frequently as I've gotten older. And when I turned 18, things started changing between this spirit boy and I. Nothing hormonally driven (as teens a often are), but it was a very casual and natural progression between us. He would visit me only 3-4 times a year and during those times, he would console me, allow me to vent anything to him, even give me advice on a muscle/chiropractic issue I had at the time. He gave me terminology I had NO knowledge of, and he was right about it, at that. We became slightly more intimate, but never anything "too much" or degenerate.
I am now in my mid twenties, and he visits me only when he must see fit. He's come around after every loss, struggling times, and sometimes but not always, when I'm at my happiest.
These visits occur only 2-3 times a year now, unless a quick visit takes place just to say "hey, still here" and leave.
I've never been able to get a perfectly clear description of him, only a general idea. And he's never told me his name, but I've also never been able to remember to ask.
At this point in my life, I've accepted that this person was my husband in a past life. I know this. I never understood, but I do know this.
And I also know... That... I came back, but he hasn't... He stayed in the afterlife with God. I feel that this is the first time he hasn't come back with me, and that we've always come back together for a very long time. Maybe not EVERY life, but many, many lives. And its hard to know this, because I feel like we're tied together with this bizarrely fairytale bond.
The questions with my story are-
1- How can I recall more about my past life?
2- Do crystals work to help me find out more, if so, what kind should I get?
(I've got a labradorite bracelet, shungite bracelet, clear quartz bracelet, and I've got an Auralite 23 bracelet coming in the mail soon)
3- Why are our visits always so scarce? He knows I want him around more, haha
Thank you,
Miss Anam D'aois
I am a bit weary to past this, as I've never told anyone about my past life relations before... But, I want to try and form a clearer picture of this, so I can accept what is going on.
I'll try to make this as short as possible-
Ever since I was a toddler, I had dreams of another child only a few years older than myself. He was always the same age gap from me, even as I aged. I was 5, he was 7-8... I was 7, he was 9-10.
He always came into my dreams and we would play and run around as kids do. When I experienced the first death in my family, I was 8 years old and in my dreams, he was now 10-11. He came to me and comforted me and helped me to be okay again, because I was crushed by the death- the family member and I were very close.
He began coming to me less frequently as I've gotten older. And when I turned 18, things started changing between this spirit boy and I. Nothing hormonally driven (as teens a often are), but it was a very casual and natural progression between us. He would visit me only 3-4 times a year and during those times, he would console me, allow me to vent anything to him, even give me advice on a muscle/chiropractic issue I had at the time. He gave me terminology I had NO knowledge of, and he was right about it, at that. We became slightly more intimate, but never anything "too much" or degenerate.
I am now in my mid twenties, and he visits me only when he must see fit. He's come around after every loss, struggling times, and sometimes but not always, when I'm at my happiest.
These visits occur only 2-3 times a year now, unless a quick visit takes place just to say "hey, still here" and leave.
I've never been able to get a perfectly clear description of him, only a general idea. And he's never told me his name, but I've also never been able to remember to ask.
At this point in my life, I've accepted that this person was my husband in a past life. I know this. I never understood, but I do know this.
And I also know... That... I came back, but he hasn't... He stayed in the afterlife with God. I feel that this is the first time he hasn't come back with me, and that we've always come back together for a very long time. Maybe not EVERY life, but many, many lives. And its hard to know this, because I feel like we're tied together with this bizarrely fairytale bond.
The questions with my story are-
1- How can I recall more about my past life?
2- Do crystals work to help me find out more, if so, what kind should I get?
(I've got a labradorite bracelet, shungite bracelet, clear quartz bracelet, and I've got an Auralite 23 bracelet coming in the mail soon)
3- Why are our visits always so scarce? He knows I want him around more, haha
Thank you,
Miss Anam D'aois