Hello Owls and what I mean when I said robotic is that for some reason I couldn't sympathize with them and I do think I had a high rank. One day I had a strange dream where i was wearing a uniform that belonged to the ss and I saw a rank. I wondered what it was and found out it was the SS Gruppenfuhrer rank. I never really took that particlar dream as a memory because it was a crazy dream.A memory that I will share was a very realistic one of S.A men saluting me. Then I had another that where I was accompanied by two ss officers and I remember feeling relaxed in it. The last one was a Hitler Youth kid and i shook hands with him. This one was strange because its was as if I could feel his hand.