Happy Easter Everyone, This is a time of year for thinking of Jesus and for some of us, wondering if we had a past life in the Holy Land and followed Him. There are still many unsolved mysteries in the parade of lifetimes that I have had that have left tantalizing clues. Could it be that Stargazer lived in the caves of Qumran in the Essene sect studying the inner mysteries and the stars overhead and why have I always been known as Stargazer - since I was nicknamed this by a reporter who interviewed me for a newspaper article many years ago and didn't choose this name for myself? I still do not know why I have been drawn to astrology for most of my life with a seemingly inborn talent for it. In moments of tearfulness, I sometimes feel that I knew Him and then deep sadness, because I miss Him. These feelings I do not understand, not coming from a particularly religious family but as long as I can remember I've worn a cross and walked in faith. Then there were several poems that I penned talking about the color of his eyes "as if all the mysteries of the Universe were reflected there" and then I speak about following Him in the desert and how He explained the meaning behind many of the parables to me. "Lord, let me never forget my vow, to love You forever and practise it now." And then I remember hiding diaries and written pages in cracks and crevices in rocks in the forest as a child much like the Essenes hid the Dead Sea Scrolls. It seems that there are many lifetimes that we have had but only a few have left a mark that lasts for eternity. Some years ago I wrote a different version of The Lord's Prayer that hints at reincarnation and karma in contrast to the original version. Could this date back to a lifetime as an Essene? Here it is: Our Father, who art in Heaven Hallow'ed be Thy name Let me never forget that We once were One We shall be One again Thy kingdom come, Thy will by done On Earth as it is in Heaven Show us the Pathway Home Give us our daily bread Show us correct healing, diet and care Of the body temple Forgive us our mistakes As we forgive those who have harmed us Give us the wisdom to understand the karma of our lifetimes And leave all karma in Thy hands Protect us from the temptations that we may encounter On this journey through life Let us not be attached to anything of this world As we pass through it Let us always be devoted to Thee For once you touch the Higher Worlds You never forget Forever and ever Amen.