Hi all... I have the feeling that I become insane... what began with a kind of flashbacks since I was a little boy has become a fully grown depression because I strongly believe that I don't belong in this time. It feels like homesickness, a strong familiarity whenever I hear or see something from the late 60s to early 1970s. Logically it shouldn't be possible because I was born in 1974. I'm fighting with myself a battle of sanity against insanity because I'm usually a very logical thinking person, believe there's scientific proof for everything but this is driving me crazy... I believe this lostness, which I always felt throughout my life and wasn't able to understand where it's coming from, was the reason why I have moved home 23 times in 6 countries since 1993 in hope to find the one place I'd actually feel home. Only the last 5 years or so I started digging deeper into what I'm actually looking for and found that my question should be "WHEN" rather than "WHERE" I feel home, because I experience almost on a daily basis those strong feelings of "that's my time, that's where I belong" whenever I come in contact with the 60s/70s... it got so bad that I'm now on antidepressions and sleeping pills for the past 3 years and I don't dare talking to anyone about my feeling that I might live in the wrong time, because if I was a "normal thinking" person, I'd declare myself insane for just mentioning that... So here I am now, depressed because I believe I belong in a different time and no idea what to do. But since that is my belief, it would only be logical to assume that I have already lived before, otherwise I wouldn't feel this incredibly strong familiarity with that time. Since I was a little boy I have some recurring dreams of events I couldn't possibly have experienced. One dream in particular which I absolutely don't understand is blurry and I feel like drunk. It seems someone's carrying me over his shoulder and then follows the feeling of drowning or suffocation and I float away in a foggy cloud and I wake up, gasping for air... So how do I deal with all that ? How do I find out "IF", when and where I've lived in the past, having nothing more but irritating dreams to start with which contain no identifiable details, faces or places etc ??!! All I want is to understand what's going on because right now I feel out of place and time.