Hi everyone. I have a very imminent question to ask. In two weeks, the wrestler will be in my area again. And this time, it will only be two months since he was here. I don't know why the universe keeps bringing him to my area. I gave him a journal last time and we took a picture together. Wasn't that all that was meant to happen? I fear that if I go, my longings for him will run rampant and I will say or do things I shouldn't do. I get this feeling in the pit of my stomach it won't go well if I go but should I really miss out? Why is this happening? What should I do? Thanks all.