I try not to worry so much about the world, but I can't help but wonder lately what has happened to make the world the way it is today. People in this world seem to care only about material things and are so stuck up. I want to do something about the world, but what can I do. Every time I try to do something I end up in serious trouble like being sent to a mental hospital. Now it's to the point I feel powerless to do anything. I could try leading by example but what good would that do when no one pays any attention to me to even follow my example. I volunteer and even mentor a young girl, but it doesn't feel like enough. The world is still the way it is. If I could I would leave this world behind and go to another planet far away, but unfortunately that kind of technology isn't there. Often I feel as though I'm in the wrong time and place. I feel as though I belong either on some other more peaceful planet or in a peaceful version of the future. I just don't know what I can do.