Hello all. I've never been a believer or non believer on this subject and I admit I never thought of me doing this, but the curiosity has gotten the better of me and why deny it? I am starting to believe more or at least I think it'd be beautiful if it is. What I might say is long, so from now I thank you if you read everything. I am going to tell what has me in doubts in order. Even if the last thing was the one that finally made me come here and what made me realize I might've been wrong. Everything began a while ago, since I was a kid. First I had a dream of a girl that lived close to me. I was in love with that girl. I had like 8-11 years old at the time and my friends and I were having a lot of fun with her. I am not sure if they wanted her too (we were all kids, no dirty things implied obviously) but I didn't care. I wanted to be with her. However, I had to go home to do something I can't remember, all the time wanting to go back to her house. When I finally was going to, I woke up. Years later I have another dream, now as a teenager (17-18). I was walking with a girl who was my girlfriend. She had very white skin and long black hair (I love girls like that). I recall we were very happy. I'm not sure if she was the same girl even though I guess they were. I woke up. Time later my dreams start to change. I dream with a dead girl who knows each and every one of my actions or the actions that I'll do. I can't describe those dreams perfectly as much of it was forgotten, even though not the last dream, I (THINK) saw her. However, like I explained above, she knew what actions I'd do even if I changed my mind in the process, as if she could tell the future. All the time she knew I was going to get close to her home, even if myself being unaware, she'd be there, from afar... And a single eye contact was enough to wake me up. Like three dreams like that in separated times. With 20 years old I have another dream with her. I see on the newspaper that her house, the one I saw in other dreams, was open. Not sure why and not sure if it was exactly that. However, I just leave the newspaper there and the point of the dream changes completely. It was not about her this time, it was about a party my best friend and I were going to host. THe entire dream follows that, my friend and I buying stuff for the party and them, when the dream is almost ending, we walk by some houses with me being not aware as I was concentrated looking to another place. My friend says something like "holy sh**!" and when I look to him, I was in front of the house of said girl. The girl who woke me up as preventing myself from getting close in other dreams, the girl who walked with me happily when I was a teen. I was close, as close as that dream when she was alive, face to face to her. Typing this part now is giving me the creeps as it was a very deep sensation. I felt an electric shock on my heart and woke up abruptly, feeling still that shock on my chest (For real) for some time after waking up. Enough for me to stand up and type it on Yahoo Answers (yeah, yeah, I know. I just had to ask somebody). I didn't see her again for a long time until I was 27-28. This year... Here I am not sure if it was her, being honest. It was nightime and I was outside, not in front of my house, but maybe close. The dream was pretty good until I looked to a house, on the iron fence I saw a creepy girl (the ring style), grabbing the iron bars she was behind of. It was dark so I couldn't see her face and even then, part of her long-dark hair covered some of her face. The moment I saw her, it was the moment the dream turned into a nightmare. Inmense fear invaded me to the point of myself waking up (or dreaming of waking up) and feeling her hugging me and telling me she controls me or that she knows what I think and can change it. I then woke up for real, feeling fear. Ok. THese parts were not what made me think about reincarnation that much. It was always a curious thing for me. Maybe a ghost wanted me? Maybe someone I was bound to know but failed, maybe a past partner?What made me go back to think about everything was other stuff. Before having the last dream (like months before) I saw an image. An art of two girls kissing in a room. One with short hair and one with long hair. I couldn't describe what I felt. It was... Warm? Kind of familiar? I am bad describing simple feelings, let alone this. What I felt was deep and beautiful, nostalgic and as if those girls faced so many things but yet were prevailing (I am just typing what comes to mind with these feelings) . I downloaded the image as it caused me so many sensations. And the last thing that sealed the deal and made me come here was again, another image. On the internet, again, I end up finding a picture of a long haired girl holding the hand of a short haired girl and the same feelings happened. Maybe stronger. I downloaded the picture as well. After this I started to think, curious. The girl of those dreams is a long haired girl. I recalled feeling the same sensation watching an ending of two girl friends, one with long hair and the other with short hair, walking, looking at each other, fully trusting themselves, one looking at the other with admiration. I began having these doubts but nobody to really tell this. I have some friends and family, but I feel they'd think I'm crazy. What do you think about that? Am I just creating paths where there aren't any? These kinds of feelings, I bet I'm not the only one who has felt it before. What could they mean? It could've just been nothing or was there really a love that surpassed death? I can upload both pictures but I think the kissing one might be bit overtuned. There have been some other things that has given me glimpses of the same feelings like some instrumental music or moments. Mostly, when it comes to instrumental music, are those thas has to do with sunsets. One like Nightfall, another nameless one and so many. Too many things that I think might be overwhelming. Thanks in advance and sorry for the long post!