i think i may have been someones dad in my previous life but have no recollection of it at all. ive tried using Brian Weiss's dvd but i cant remember a thing. ive only had 4 romantic relationships with women. the 3rd one was very loving but very unusual. we were dating for 6 months but for some reason we never had sex and she would only let me kiss her on the cheek, never on the lips. we would hug. i really loved her. she was 50 years old and i was only 33 years old. she was extremely good looking for a 50 year old woman. i always had a tendency to be attracted to older women but never 17 years older than me. one day i was waiting for her at a cafe and i waved at her and she saw me, and then she turned her back on me and walked away like she didnt know me. i couldnt figure out what i had done wrong. i figured that women are supposed to be unpredictable so i told myself to just forget about it and go home and have a beer. when i got home she called me on the phone and asked me to marry her. i was totally caught off guard and confused so i said "i would marry you if you were the same age as me". i later figured out that you should never say that to a woman. the relationship crumbled quickly after that. i havent spoken to her in 10 years although i still think about her often, always wishing that i hadnt said that, and wishing that i had the courage to be more aggressive sexually to see if she would let me make love to her. i wouldnt want to mary a woman who is 17 years older but i wished i had told her that i loved her and had been able to sleep with her. ive loved airplanes all my life to the point of obsession, i took my flight test after years of flight lessons. i never used to get nervous during exams in high school or college but for some reason on the day of my flight test was the most nervous day of my entire life, the tension was incredible, im mean i was so nervous it was surreal. on the morning of my flight test i was taking a taxi to the airport that was 20 miles away from where i lived, but by coincidence someone else who lived near me was going to the same town as the airport i was going to, so the taxi was detoured to pick up this person on the way. the person was picked up at a public park near where i lived, but i had never known this park was there. the park has swings and stuff for kids like slides and pick-nick tables and for some reason it also has the 1950's F-9-F Grumman cougar fighter jet on display. i couldnt believe there was a military jet plane in a public park, here it is: http://www.abpic.co.uk/popup.php?q=1315418 i later found out that the F-9-F Grumman cougar is the exact model plane that her father died in 1961 when she was 11 years old. so the coincidences are: her father was killed in that plane 1961 and i was born in 1967. the taxi was detoured to this park on my flight test which was literally the most intense day of my entire life, i passed my flight test but the flight examiner said that he had never seen a student pilot as nervous as that during a flight test ever. its rare for a woman to ask a man to marry her, its usually the man who is supposed to ask, even rarer for a 50 year old woman to ask a 33 year old man to marry. she was one of the most important romantic relationships ive had in my life because ive only had 4 romantic relationships. she asked me to marry despite she refused to kiss on the lips and we never got to having sex. the chances of the exact plane her father got killed in being so near my house seems astronomical, the U.S. air force has had almost a thousand different types of airplanes. also i think its rare for a military jet to be found in a public park. in the next place i lived i ended up staying at someones house for a month which was literally across the street from the plane. 8 years later i moved to my current residence which is a 30 minit walk to the plane. i would like to believe all this but my heart tells me it could just be a coincidence. i cant remember anything about my past lives. it sure would be cool if it was true, to have been a dashing fighter jet pilot. except for a girl loosing her dad at age 11, then unknowingly meeting him again when shes 50, proposing marriage and then getting rejected by her dad.