I'm sure I'm not the only one who's had this issue, or who currently has this issue, feeling a deep or soulful connection to somebody that you've seen through media or otherwise, and getting that longing feeling of familiarity.
I thought I'd start a thread for people to share~
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I watch this guys YouTube video's daily, I have done for at least 6 months now, and the connection I felt with him wasn't exactly instantaneous until I saw a couple of videos that he actually showed his face in. There was that "He's so familiar..." vibe that is common among soul connections, that only grew as time went on, and now I have this awful sense of longing each time I watch a video.
I can claim to have been in love, lust and infatuation throughout various stages of my life, but this is different to all of those. He gives me this deep, excited yet anxious feeling, a feeling of remembrance, and I turn into a horrific, giggling schoolgirl when watching his videos. Just a 5 minute video can make me feel on top of the world, like I can conquer anything! My self-confidence flies off the handle and I feel secure in myself and my fate/destiny.
From what I know of this guy we share a lot of interests, we like the same type of music and have a similar sense of humor. We have a lot in common. Yet another reason for my connected feeling to deepen.
It's both complicated and difficult for me to feel such a deep, connection with this guy for several reasons, the first being that he's such a popular person and I'm sure 20,000 other girls will claim to feel the same way about him.
The second is that he lives literally the next town over, and it's perfectly possible for us to meet at some point in our lives.
The thought of bumping into him is conflicting. One one hand I feel excited, a sense of fate/destiny playing its part. But then on the other hand I'm scared, nervous, worried that he won't remember me or that he won't feel what I feel.
I use tarot cards quite regularly, and I've made several different readings on my situation and how it should be handled, what the outcome might be, how our meeting might play out, and each and every time nothing but positive cards have come up.
I want to take this as a sign to go out and get him, but that simmering fear is holding me back...