My story from Spain

Hello,

I am new here and I am writing you from Spain. My English is not very good but I will try to do my best. Sorry for the mistakes.
Well, I am very interested in past lives. I have had some strange dreams in my life, 5 or 6, and I remember them perfectly after some years. In one of them I was next to a big river, and I had no clothes in my body. I was staring at my daughter and I was feeling so happy. My daughter was playing in the river, with some kind of ducks... After a while she went out and came to me, smiling... I remember that she had already lost the two teeth of the middle (I hope you can understand...).
This dream made me feel so happy... When I had it I was living a very difficult moment in my life. My brother died in a car accident and I was feeling so bad that I thought I was going to die, also. This dream gave me hope and now, in bad moments, it comes to my mind.
I forgot to say that when I had this dream I wasn't married and I had no kids. Nowadays I have a little blond daughter. She is my light. But at the same time, with her birth, strange fears came to me. I have the fear to lose her and some words come always to my mind: "She is MY daughter". These are the words and there is no sense for them. I am happily married and I don't understand why am I feeling so strange.
Do you think there is something to do with past lives?
I have been looking for a therapist in Spain but there are not much. Some of them make the regression without hypnosis. Is it possible?

Thank you for reading me and sorry for my bad English.

Hi Marieta


Welcome to the forum, and don't worry about your English, it is very good and I could understand you perfectly.


Thanks for sharing your dreams, and I am sorry to hear that about your brother. When you were having those dreams around the time that you lost your brother, did you make any connection between him and the little girl in your dream? It is fairly common for family members to return to the same family in their next life, and I wonder if your brother came back as your daughter now? Maybe the little girl in your dream was a sign of things to come in the future? Of course, these are just my personal thoughts so don't take any of them as a fact.


May I ask how old is your daughter now? I think your fear of losing her is only natural after losing your brother at such a young age, and also I think it's a fear that every parent feels at some stage.

Marieta said:

I have been looking for a therapist in Spain but there are not much. Some of them make the regression without hipnosis. Is it possible?

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It is possible as regression and hypnosis are not the same. During hypnosis, the hypnotist will plant subtle suggestions in your subconscious mind, but all a regressionist does is guide you through your subconsciousness, a regression is a bit like relaxing the mind and allowing the subconscious to surface, and that is where the past life memories are stored. You are aware throughout the whole process, and it is perfectly safe and very therapeutic.


If you find it difficult to locate a regression therapist in Spain, there are many good audio cd's that allow you to regress yourself, but it all depends on how well you understand the English language. I'm not sure of the availability of regression cd's in Spanish, I'm sure there are some and maybe some of the other members here can help you with that.


I hope you enjoy the discussions here. Please keep us updated on your regression if you have one.


Chris

Hello Marieta, welcome to the forum.

Hello Marieta,


I have found self regression very benificial. If you get an audio tape and find a comfortable and quiet place to spend some time out , after some practice you could get some insights into why you are feeling like you do. SOme of our feelings are just under the surface of our consciousness and they may be nagging at us to uncover . It sometimes feels strange why we do have these feelings . But once you start to remember your past lives it can make alot of sense.


Reading some books on reincarntion also is helpful.


Welcome to the forum.. soulfreindly

Hi Marieta and welcome to the forum! The others have given you some good advice. Let us know how it goes. :thumbsup:

Thank you all for your kind messages...


My brother died 6 years ago, he was 22 years old. I lived her death as a kind of athomic bomb that nearly kills all the life I had in me... And then, one night I dreamt this joyful situation, and it gave me some kind of hope. And even nowadays I have it in some part of my mind, always accessible when I need it.


ChrisR, I didn't make any connection between my brother and "my daughter" in the dream. But while I was reading your message I remembered something of our childhood. I was 5 years older than my brother and we were very close. I remember many things of his childhood. When he was a kid, he called "mama" to our mother and he was calling me "little mama" (and not my name). Maybe it means something.


I thought maybe the dream was a past life because I was feeling inside the body of the mother looking at her happy daughter but at the same time it wasn't my actual body: the skin was much darker than my skin and also my daughter did'nt look european at all. She made me think of amazonic indians.


About the fear of losing my daughter: yes, probably it is connected with my brother's death. But at the same time I have the strong feeling that I have already lost a daughter or a son... Maybe, as my brother called me little mama, he was my son or my daughter before and in my present life I had still "maternal feelings" about him. To lose him in my life now was a little bit like loosing not just a brother but maybe also a son.


My daughter has one year and a half. I don't make any connection between her and my brother, I cannot imagine this. I feel her just as my daughter and it would be really strange for me to feel that she is also my brother (or even someone else...).


About searching a therapist: I prefer to do this "voyage" with somebody who can guide me, I am afraid of being alone and discovering difficult lifes or situations... I think maybe somebody from the outside can help me to go out of hard moments if I cannot manage them.


There is a woman here who does past lifes therapy and I have read good references, but she told me that she doesn't work with hypnosis and this made me doubt. Thank you so much for the explaination.


I really like this forum. It's serious and at the same time friendly...


Best wishes from Spain.

Hi Marieta.


I hope you can find someone who can help you uncover the memories that will make some sense of your questions. The person who regressed me did not use hypnosis. She used a guided imagery technique that is often used in books and CDs ... It worked very well.


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I wonder that your feelings about that life with the happy times with your daughter is helping you to remind you of the wonderful things in life. Having the death of your brother before old age , early in life can change our perceptions of life and love and can be a reminder of hard times we may have experienced in other past lives.


My first memory was of a lovely life and that helped me to journey through the harder times that where important for me to process . You may find you and your brother had other lives where your bond was very strong and that by rememembering those times you will feel better at your devestating loss.


Those people who I had remembered from that happy life have reentered my life again , supporting me through some of the things that I have a difficult time facing.. good freinds.


Good luck in coming to find your peace.


soulfreindly

Hi Marieta and welcome to forum


Thank you for sharing - I find your dream and the possible connection to your present life very interesting.

She made me think of amazonic indians.

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Have you felt drawn to such peoples in this life? Their contry? Their culture?

Dear Soulfreindly: thank you for your words, they give me peace. I also think that past life therapy will make me feel better at my brother's death. I don't know if I am going to find him in another life but if I really remember other lifes then I will feel more in peace because it means that not everything finishes when we dead...


Dear Sunniva: I am interested in different historic moments and places. Among them, the wild and natural life of indians. In a way I miss how these indians lived... And I feel sad when I see how they must live today. I've always said that I wouldn't like to visit indian's villages or "reservas", because this makes me so sad...


Have a nice weekend,


Marieta

Hi Marieta! I'm really glad you found us! Welcome!


Thank you for sharing your dreams and feelings. I felt that I relate strongly to a lot that you mentioned. I agree with the others, that the death of your brother has probably made you feel more sensitive and scared of losing your blond little girl.


I have a brother too, also younger than me by 5 years. I don't begin to imagine how it would feel to lose him. Still - I have two little boys who are also my light, and I fear losing them too. I know that I have lost children in past lives that I recall, but I think that being a mother always brings out our protective and instinctively alert side. It's the most beautiful thing in the world I think, but sometimes it's not very easy!


I found your dream very interesting - how wonderful to have such a sweet memory! When I read it I could almost feel how sunny and warm the place was, and how happy you both were!


I wish you luck with the regression, and I look forward to hearing more from you!


Again, welcome!


PS - I'm just next door - Portugal!

Hi Marieta and welcome to the forum: I think that you will find this place to be filled with wonderful and helpful souls. I have found a a great group of new friends here and hope that you will as well.

About searching a therapist: I prefer to do this "voyage" with somebody who can guide me, I am afraid of being alone and discovering difficult lifes or situations... I think maybe somebody from the outside can help me to go out of hard moments if I cannot manage them.

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I understand your concerns about going it alone, and while I do mostly do it by myself, I think you should to what makes you feel comfortable. I will also say that not every regressionist uses hypnosis. Some do, some do not. I think that the key is finding someone with who you feel comfortable. For me I would say, that if I am not comfortable with a person, even if for no good reason, I will not get good results. In the end it is about being able to relax and let your memories surface. I wish you all of the best in your searches, and once again it is great to have you here.

Dear W A Heart and dear Alexnovo: thank you for your warm messages. I really feel welcome while reading them!


I agree with you, W A Heart: being a mother is the most beautiful thing in the world but at the same time brings me to dark places of my mind. I am living again my childhood (and its ups and specially downs) through my daughter and sometimes it's difficult... And also all this fear... It's good to know that I am not the only one.


Dear Alexnovo, I am searching for the right person to do a regression. There are not many therapists here. In a way, my interest for past lifes is a kind of secret, as nobody believes in reincarnation, here (well, at least around me...). Maybe in America this interest is more repanded, but not here... It is difficult to find books, to find therapists... But I am sure I will find the correct person. I'll let you know and I will explain my experiences.


All the best,


Marieta

Hi Marieta..


Here in Canada not alot of interest in reincarnation. I can tell some people without being avoided but so far no one in my circle of freinds is interested in it. Just looking at the numbers who post here , it seems to me there are not alot in the world who are venturing into this territory.


It is often just as well to keep our interest private as it does not add alot to the conversation as far as I have found.


Still waiting in hope though.


soulfreindly

Hi Marieta,


Have you looked for Carlos Prado in Cantabria, Spain?

HI Marieta,


You can also look into the list of reliable resources we have posted. Good luck and keep us posted!

Thank you Ophelia and Deborah!


Unfortunetly, Dr Prados lives really far from where I live (in the opposite part of Spain...). What a pitty!


There is a woman who does past life therapy not far from my village, but I am not decided, yet. I am a little afraid of what could I discover...


I had another dream. This time it was about clothes. First, I was putting myself a king of roman toga. The fabric (or tissu, I don't know how to say it) was very soft, white. I was wearing a kind of T-shirt (a short-sleeved T-shirt) and I put the tissu over the t-shirt. When I woke up, I thought: what an stupid idea, to put the toga over the t-shirt. But I did some research on the web and I found that:


www.crystalinks.com/romecloth.jpg


I was wearing like the man on the left.


On the same dream, I saw old looms made of wood. A man came to me to show the clothes or the fabrics they were doing. It was a thick tissue in red and green color. There were men wearing skirts around there.


What a strange dream I had! All about clothes...


Best wishes!

Regression fears


To Marieta (and list),


I haven't posted for awhile, but have had good off-line communication with another member that has been very helpful. I have past life info now about one of my children that explains why he was born to me and his mother (this lifetime). I have shared it with him, he is fairly open to this, and has validated some of my "hunches".


For many years I was torn between curiosity and fear regarding past-life regression. Fear won, until 2006. Life circumstances and a self-created crisis forced me to step into the fear and go through it. I did it with a hypnotherapist I found in IARRT's list. In my case, there was good reasons for the fear, but the regression was necesary. That hypnotherapist got the process started for me, but couldn't complete it because I wouldn't leave my body behind after I "died". That regression started with clear visual pictures but then became somewhat opaque as if I was viewing events through a veil of some kind. At other points it was like someone was putting their hand over my eyes. (There was a protective presence during this).


The death process is very important. I later did a regression with a Roger Woolger trained therapist, and she helped me finish that life and death, AND a reunion with my Mother from that life in the Bardo (after-life). The Woolger trained therapist helped me the most.


The Woolger CD hasn't worked for me though, sigh.. Part of the reason I haven't posted is my discouragement over this, especially after reading glowing successful efforts by others in this list. Maybe I'll try it again. I have also had an unsuccessful LBL (Life Between Life) regression. That was a waste of $400 and time. There was a strong sense of "i'm not supposed to go here now" during that attempt.


We are indeed Spirit Marieta. We are so much more than our bodies, egos, and current identities.