Hi All, I'm an aircraft mechanic by trade.My life is See, evaluate, fix.this is a bit foreign to me as well as a bit religiously confusing.I've been a longtime lurker here and thought I'd finally share this long post.I'm born Dec.7th and when I was about 3 or 4 I began having horrific nightmares about an attack aboard a ship,moving through the ship a fire in a hallway and the end coming in a white flash.My Mom had a copy of the book "Day Of Infamy" on her nightstand and I immediately identified the U.S.S. Arizona as the ship in the dreams.At about that time I saw the movie trailers for "Tora Tora Tora"I MADE them take me to see it even though I was only 5.My Mom said I began correcting the movie right away.The nightmares eventually faded, but my connection to the Arizona never did I've been there 17 times to pay my respects.The feelings there are quite powerful to me.On my last trip there in July, I took my daughter aboard the USS Missouri, my first tour of a Navy ship.I had very odd feelings there.Coming up from belowdecks I was overpowered by the smell of the oil leaking from the Arizona which was drifting around the Missouri.This was the same oil that filled the passageway and ignited.I felt triggered at that point.A week later while I was in a very exhausted state I had the nightmare again. I was shaken up and wrote down every detail I could remember from the dream.After 9 months of research helped along by Navy veteran friends and Susan Wisehart it seems my nightmares exactly match survivors accounts and the route taken matches the ships plans found in the National Archives.my descriptions of interior spaces match up as well.The historian for the U.S.S. Arizona reunion association said she had one other encounter with someone with a similar situation.He was also a Dec.7th birthday.The nightmares seem to contain the last minutes of someones life.Is this kind of recall in an adult common?I also seem to have a clear recall of being on the deck of the Arizona and clearly know its layout.I have not been regressed at this point.
Stan
Stan