I am sorry, I didn't mean to scare anyone by sharing what I managed to find on the subject after many years of searching and looking into the subject. My sharing is based on what I could find from talking to other people, books, videos and personal experience, It has been a hard journey, as what I keep finding out is rather disturbing. I know a lot about New Age beliefs, and all I can say, that if you look for a soft glorified version of what this movement loves people to believe, then look into that. But, I can assure you my friend, that you wont find any truth in it as I have unfortunately experienced. I spent over 10 years following New Age and it took me to a rabbit hole of many unanswered questions. Yes, the truths is scary and one has to ready for that. What I mean the truth, is also based on my long research. There seems to be a pattern to it, and similarity that cannot be denied. Look into books of Michael Newton; Journey of Souls, and Destiny of Souls. No Bs, very good material. That will help to answer many of your questions. Regards.