After having dreamt, "I am Sufi" many years ago- I have been keeping close to the wisdom relayed by Hazrat Inayat Khan. Where this idea of Sufism comes from, in the world of my subconscious, is still a mystery to me. How could I have ever known this word without knowing the word? Was it gifted to me by Spirit? Was it something from my existence, in a life prior to this? Which then begs the question as to whether or not memory is independent from the physical body with which we identify.
I am also curious whether or not Sufism exist in other realities, other worlds or other places in space-time?
What *is interesting, is that Al-Khadir IS the peacock angel. The peacock angel takes many "forms" dependent on the culture. Al-Khadir comes from Sufism. Recently I have had ideas of a persian speaking Mother reaching out to me in the astral realm. I am not persian, but she was calling my name and I was calling her mother.
Still more I have ideas that do not correlate with the historical context of Sufism/Persians and Al-Khadir but maybe even an earlier time... And possibly- life from another planet entirely. It's hard to know. But these impressions volunteer themselves to me, which only propel the mystery.
In the grand scheme of things, if we could blur our individual lifetimes and instead look at the progression of a self through many incarnations over time- what would that look like... What kind of energy is that? What kind of Being is that?
Anyways, todays "Bowl of Saki" has me questioning something else entirely...
These are the words of my friend and way-guide Inayat Khan:
"Man's thought has a great power. And when he comes to the realization that everything comes from one source and that everything is developing towards one goal, he begins to see that the source and the goal are God. Then the world of variety is no longer variety to him but unity; it is one."
from https://wahiduddin.net/mv2/IV/IV_29.htm
If all is God, and we are all uniquely working with some aim... What is the collective Self and is it something that continues to grow and expand? Is the *All that is, reaching and growing? Is it possible for All that is to evolve? If something is eternal, does that imply progression?
Well, just some thoughts- Just reeling myself in the aether.
Take care for now.

