SeekerOfKnowledge
Learner
Now where to begin?
I do not feel comfortable yet to share everything I have seen. Or feel. Or think. Not that I wouldn't trust you. Not that it would be much either. Just single scenes, fragments and feelings from all over time and places. If I can tell the time and place at all, that is.
My first “real” memory including all senses I got about 20 years ago when I was experimenting with different meditation methods.
When I stepped through one of the doors, I suddenly found myself inside the body of a man. I could see my white laced sleeves under what probably was a dark blue velvet jerkin. I could see the tips of my shoulder-lenght dark brown or black hair. When looking down, I could see my slightly pointed shoes as well and the tight trousers I was wearing.
There was a chest with carvings to the right. And a curtained, relatively short bed close to the arched window in front of me. There might have been some other furniture on the left wall, not sure.
The room I was standing in was relatively small.
I went to the bed. There was a woman waiting for me.
We did it. Really! And I felt this, with all senses, as a man. Which is why this scene was so convincing. Never doubted that reincarnation is real afterwards.
(Thoughts were passing like clouds, one of them being: looks like I was rich, but I cannot have been “important”... who the heck was I... too bad, not the time period I had hoped for, but later and I was of the opposite gender, too....)
I probably got this so that it could convince me that reincarnation is real.
I am not so sure anymore about what I got later. I might have been influenced after all. And to me, personally, it just feels wrong to make assumptions unless they are based on something... “solid”?
Still might share one or the other scene or flashback here later. Or feeling, as sometimes it is just a feeling.
I haven't given up hope yet, that one day I might meet somebody with whom I am sharing memories.
I do not feel comfortable yet to share everything I have seen. Or feel. Or think. Not that I wouldn't trust you. Not that it would be much either. Just single scenes, fragments and feelings from all over time and places. If I can tell the time and place at all, that is.
My first “real” memory including all senses I got about 20 years ago when I was experimenting with different meditation methods.
When I stepped through one of the doors, I suddenly found myself inside the body of a man. I could see my white laced sleeves under what probably was a dark blue velvet jerkin. I could see the tips of my shoulder-lenght dark brown or black hair. When looking down, I could see my slightly pointed shoes as well and the tight trousers I was wearing.
There was a chest with carvings to the right. And a curtained, relatively short bed close to the arched window in front of me. There might have been some other furniture on the left wall, not sure.
The room I was standing in was relatively small.
I went to the bed. There was a woman waiting for me.
We did it. Really! And I felt this, with all senses, as a man. Which is why this scene was so convincing. Never doubted that reincarnation is real afterwards.
(Thoughts were passing like clouds, one of them being: looks like I was rich, but I cannot have been “important”... who the heck was I... too bad, not the time period I had hoped for, but later and I was of the opposite gender, too....)
I probably got this so that it could convince me that reincarnation is real.
I am not so sure anymore about what I got later. I might have been influenced after all. And to me, personally, it just feels wrong to make assumptions unless they are based on something... “solid”?
Still might share one or the other scene or flashback here later. Or feeling, as sometimes it is just a feeling.
I haven't given up hope yet, that one day I might meet somebody with whom I am sharing memories.