Looking for someone very important to me

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    joseph moretti JosephMoretti

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    My name was Joseph moretti and I lived in Brooklyn in the 1930’s-40’s. I’m looking for a ‘Tony Paluzzi’ he Was my very best friend and possibly even more. He had black hair and was Italian American. I know this isn’t a lot to go off of, but I’m honestly so desperate to find him. If you have ANY information or questions please PLEASE contact me. I’m absolutely desperate.
     
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    fireflydancing just a fly in the sky Staff Member Super Moderator

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    Hi Joseph,

    Welcome to the forum.
    I guess you were lovers, if you are so desperate.
    I have no proof at all, only very strong feelings I lived in that time period as well. New York (I have no knowledge about the areas in NY), Italian American, male, Great Depression and some years after. I worked in a shop and it was hard work. I must have died as a soldier.
    The name Tony Paluzzi doesn’t ring a bell.
    Just yesterday evening I tried to regress myself to this last life on Earth. I just wanted to know why I can’t remember this life, wanted more ‘proof’ about this life or even indications that it was all wrongly assumed would have been ok.
    So it is interesting to read your post.
    I don’t think I am the one you are looking for, but we could have moved in the same surroundings.
    Oh, about the regression: I didn’t see Earthly things. I came to a white place. Empty white rooms. In one room there was a man sitting, just looking intensely at me and I really didn’t know who he was. In another room there were two white beach chairs. Two open windowdoors and I was sitting comfortably next to my father admiring the view of nothing than white outside.
     
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    joseph moretti JosephMoretti

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    Thank you very very much for this, and best wishes in the future for finding out more about your past. If you ever have any other sort of things you happen to remember that may apply to me, please feel free to contact me. Your words are GREATLY appreciated. ❤️
     
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    fireflydancing just a fly in the sky Staff Member Super Moderator

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    Hi Joseph Moretti,

    I know a probable family name (Italian of course) of my former self. I feel a strong urge to keep it to myself because it's too recent, relatives are still alive.
    I've written two posts about this life (and still not sure whether it is true or not)
    http://reincarnationforum.com/threads/eternal-love-affairs.6719/#post-98769 and the next one has pictures.
    Do you have memories of how Moretti and Paluzzi looked like? Small or muscular? How did they die? What kind of work they did? Other family members... ???
     
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    joseph moretti JosephMoretti

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    Yes I have lots of memories of our appearances. I was around 5’11, rather muscular build, black hair, usually slicked straight back. I had a longish scar on my left cheek, and very high cheekbones. Dark brown eyes and slightly olive skin, typical of any Italian. Tony was shorter than me, probably around 5’6. Same skin tone. Black hair with sort of an undercut? Big dark eyes that sorta dropped downwards and a big hooked nose. Pretty slim, definitely not muscular. Often called ‘crybaby’ by myself and others. I died before tony, so I have no clue how he died, but I’m fairly certain I was involved in some mafia-related incident. I may have been shot, but I’m not sure. We were both involved in the Italian American mafia but even in this life I’m not at liberty to say what really went on back then. I swore on my saint. Tony and I worked odd jobs for most of our teenage years, before being offered higher up jobs by my father who was a very high seated member in the mob. I was a part-owner of a bar/nightclub and tony worked as our bartender. I had a mother named viola, two brothers named Angelo and Francesco. I don’t know anything of tony’s Family, I never really met any of them. My knowledge was that he didn’t really have anyone caring for him when he was younger as my mother and brothers often helped him out.
     
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    fireflydancing just a fly in the sky Staff Member Super Moderator

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    Hi Joseph Moretti,
    Very interesting. First of all, I am not the one you are looking for like I said before. But a lot of bells are ringing. This story about my former life is composed of strong feelings and synchronicities in my current life. I still haven't reached the point at which there was an emotional connection. I need an emotional memory for me to believe in myself.
    But suppose my feelings are true and I was an Italian-American guy in NewYork in the same era as you lived in. We could have known each other even without being friends. I could have been a little brother or cousin of someone you knew. In this life, I have been a shop owner too. In those years I worked the same work as a man, no joke. Most of the time I was the only woman between the men when I went with my van at night to do the buying of goods for our shop. I felt happy because of my feelings that I continued the other life. In the beginning, I didn't know whether it was San Francisco or NewYork, but finally, I was convinced it had been New York. Some other strange thing: Just after we started our shop, I was absolutely convinced that some mafia would come by to arrange some protection money.
    Very weird, but I was terrified, really. I was angry because I was not prepared to pay protection money and I observed every strange muscular guy who came in for years.
    In this life, I have listened to Italian music, very, very often. It feels safe, although I am not interested in this country. I understand a lot but that is explained by the fact that I am fluent in Spanish. When I was young, I was always shy to speak a foreign language, but one day I was in Italy with some friends and we had an argument with a man who refused to give back our luggage without being paid more than we had expected. I don't know what came over me, but I started in half Italian with a heavy Spanish accent and I was so angry, I couldn't stop talking/shouting to the guy. He understood me perfectly and I knew it. All the right words came into my mouth. OK, I didn't win that round, but I was satisfied with my outburst although it was not my character to do so in public.
    There are some more coincidences with my current life, but those are about the way I died in that life.
    It is strange that I tried to regress myself to this life this week and the next morning you made this post about finding back someone from the same era and same place. It was a strange regression because I didn't go back to that life but to a neutral white environment with white chambers. In one there was this man, who could perfectly have been Italian. He was wearing dark clothes, dark hair, muscular, sitting on a wooden table chair in this all white place and his eyes and way of looking were dark. Not in a way of being evil. He looked at me as if he was saying: You know me, right? I thought: No. I went on, went back to have a closer look. Still didn't recognize him although he tried to make me remember. It was nothing to me and then I really went on to another chamber where I was with someone who reminds me of my father in this life. It was all very peaceful.
    But there are ringing bells. Maybe it's that energy of that time. I am not sure about anything.
     
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    joseph moretti JosephMoretti

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    It hadnt even really occurred to me before but I also have what I think to be are regressions in an almost empty white room. And I hadn’t mentioned it because I hadnt felt it was worth mentioning? But that sort of darkness that you were referring to is something I was known well for in life. I don’t really know how much more to describe it than as like a sort of shadow cast on me? But i definitely know what you’re talking about. Again, I really really appreciate all of your thoughts and advice on this. I’ve never really done anything like this, and it’s so refreshing to connect with people and feel not-crazy for once. Another person very important to me, not sure if this will click with you, but her name was Evelyn Walker. She was a mixed girl of about 5’4 with dark hair usually styled to cover her right eye. She wore red a lot and sang in some clubs and casinos back in the day. We were very very close and she did die when I was in that life, but I’d still like to know if any of this description of her mayve clicks with you? She had big brown eyes and a somewhat flat nose. Her skin was a coffee color, and she was fluent in English and French. Known for her large doe eyes. You may not know her, I never brought her with me on any sort of business outings because it was too risky, so you may have never seen her, but if anything about her resonates with you please let me know. This has been more of a help to me than you can imagine and please please feel free to keep adding as much as you remember! Thank you again!!
     
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