My story

[Was-it-real ?]

Hi guys, here’s my story

The following recount is as truthful as humanly possible, nothing is made up

Specifically, it started about 15 years ago.

At that time I did not have a PC and therefore no internet. Nevertheless, I was very interested in the news, so I often waited at the railway station nearby for the daily papers for the next day, which were usually handed over to the colporteurs at around 6 pm.
In the hall of said train station at that time was the bust of a well-known historical personality set up which I had actually always noticed only incidentally.

One day, when I was waiting again, a strange 'message' suddenly popped into my mind literally saying, 'If anybody passes by that I know, I tell them that (it meant the bust) is me'. The input felt as if spoken by my mind voice and came easy and light a feather so completely without any sign of force.
Ahem I thought, what is this nonsense and shook my head and forgot it very quickly.
About two to three weeks later at the same place exactly and the same text came up suddenly again. And again I thought, what kind of footle is this and flipped myself the bird but this time I was a bit puzzled because my thoughts usually do not produce something like that. And again I completely forgot ...
Well and then another approximately two weeks later at the same place in the hall of the train station the exact same text with the same gentle loving energy is suddenly here. Only this time I thought I let it happen and then instantly became completely alerted and electrified and overwhelmed. I could barely breath for minutes, it was like a download of a mountain of unknown and yet so familiar impressions and emotions that I could not assign at all. I stood there inconceivable for minutes like a little child, staring at the bust in amazement while my body was trembling.
After a while, I pulled myself together and interrupted this immense flow of impressions from another world. Then seconds later I recalled that I had seen a book about this exact historical person (represented by the bust) in the News and Book Store (which is located in the hall of Western Railway Station) some time before.

I went straight in and they still had copies.
I bought it and read the whole book within 2 days.
It started a journey like I never could have dreamed of.

To be continued …

 

[Was-it-real ?]

Hi everybody !


Here’s the next part …

I recognized my own conflicts anxieties and problems through reading the book, it was not every chapter that resonated with me,from the start. The content was too overwhelming to deal with all at once. At that time I still thought it would pass once I walked through the repressed and forgotten emotions and connected lessons. But it turned out it wasn’t that easy, but more about this later.

The reading of the book slowly brought all those encounters with people telling me I was that person back into my memory one by one tho it took a decade or even longer til I got the courage together to accept everything.

First was the mother of a good friend who announced that his mom wanted to talk with me about something, it’s now over 30 years ago. She was the daughter of a former Hungarian noble family.
I went to meet her and without introduction she went straight to telling me that I was Sisi then and my now ex was Francis Joseph and that our history is the reason we had difficulties in our relationship. I was flabbergasted for a day or two but as it is life went on and the info got buried soon enough by everyday life.

Even earlier there was a good female friend preparing me for Carneval by putting make up on my face as I wanted to go as an Indian. As she was finished she suddenly stood before me in awe, she said “Wow I think you were a most beautiful woman once before in a previous life”, Only what are you to do with such info as a young guy ?

Then later after I settled here in this big city I got introduced to psychic women healers who had the reputation of having the ability so find out amazing things about oneself. Over the a period of 2 years they were 5 different women who all told me who I was with a plethora of astonishing details and all 5 basically came to the same conclusion independently from the other.

Now some will ask why I went to so many, the answer is that the first really triggered a vast curiosity and interest into the topic. Also some recommended other healers cause they felt it’s better to have others looking into also.

Then I also recalled two occasions where I stood before certain buildings in complete awe similar to the feelings that came over me in the Western train station when I heard that voice inside of me..
The first was when my children visited me and we went to Schönbrunn.
I wandered through the rooms like a sleep walker. I had no idea what was up then. There again was an excitement that was utterly unexplainable.
The second was when I went to the Lainzer animal garden which is kind of a vast open zoo. Suddenly I see what I later learned was the Hermes villa, I could only look with an open mouth again. Then as always I shook my head and - you can guess it - forgot again

Since about three years it became full part of my identity and thanks God – not everyone is so lucky – there is endless literature and also paintings and photos that help me to integrate everything where I before literally had worked so hard to forget about it so that no one would discover who I was.

Also Sisi’s remark in the direction that “history will not remember me, I am not important” so resonated with me. (Literally: Sie glaubte…, dass sie "vorübergehen wird, ohne eine Spur in Österreich zu hinterlassen" --> “She believed that she would pass without leaving a trace in Austria”).
Lately to my amazement I discover more and more that the total opposite is true, she is extremely popular. And that despite that I myself considered that live as a failure and full of tragedies. The problem is I hardly could deal with everything alone then. That’s why I have to look into now, when you get killed you don’t have the opportunity to finish your life, but even without murder the task then would have been too big for me.

Recently I saw an old photo of a middle aged man and my first impulse was to say out loud 'that is my father', then I read the caption and it was Max von Wittelsbach ... I know this alone doesn't prove a thing but I just found it remarkable how the unconscious works if you let it.


To be continued ...

 

[Marlee / Anna]

I really like the story so far!!

 

[Was-it-real ?]

I am not done with this yet, I just don't know where to continue.
There were countless new aspects coming up within the last year, I will have to sort them first before posting more.

One of the latest parts I went through was how much I felt betrayed by the early affairs by my husband then.
It began when I had my first two children, it felt so horrible.
It still affects me how I see love relationships and also what I am afraid of in this life.

But more at another time.

 

[Was-it-real ?]

Now here's the story about a person that I knew from that life but of course it rang my bells only years later who that was:

Years before my consciousness fully dived into my past I met a woman that was so obviously fascinated with me from the start, then long story short after a half year we were in a sexual relationship.
It was very nice at the beginning and I thought we two had a heart connection I could not explain where it came from. But soon I began to notice that in my fantasies made me think she had done something very bad that I could not pinpoint and also the strange urge to throw her out of my life. I began to question her and addressed her that she was hiding something from me. It got stronger and stronger and after a few months I just brutally quit the relationship while I had her on the phone.

First it felt right but then after two weeks I began to feel guilty and after three weeks I called her and asked how she was. She said that she felt horrible and immediately I felt so sorry for her to the point that I asked her if we could be together again.

Then our relationship went on not without tensions but I had a strong impression that somehow I had wronged her and that it was my duty to correct this so I carried on.
Then one day she came to my house and she was kind of strongly excited. Her first sentence in a trembling voice was 'I now know where this is all coming from, it is all from the 19th century'. I was so flabbergasted that I didn't ask further how she meant that but somehow it dawned on me but again could not locate it.


OK now years later after I read so many things about Mayerling and the roles the participents had played it suddenly dawned on me who she was, she was Maria Larisch who we threw out of court life then cause we were convinced she was the one that brought Rudolph and Mary Vetsara together and so was guilty that he committed suicide.


The weird thing is that woman slowly and somehow sneakily backed off from the relationship step by step after three years when I needed her most like she was paying me back. I only connected the dots later but everything fits.
I recommend that anyone who is interested about the background reads the autobiography 'My Past' from Maria Larisch, it fully explains everything.
For example at one time I told her out of the blue that she had betrayed me, it only makes sense if one knows the story about Mayerling and the relation Sisi had with Maria Larisch before that fateful event.


Hope I do make sense, my English is not that good, sorry for that.

 

[Was-it-real ?]

Hi again everybody !

Stumbled on this Site a few years ago but then forgot, now these days I've tried it out again:

Compare 2 faces to measure similarity.

Use our free face compare tool to compare 2 faces to measure face similarity scientifically, no sign up required.

www.faceshape.com

For unknown reason it identifies Sisi as a male and it gets my age on the photo totally wrong.
But nevertheless, here's one of the results when I compared my pictures with hers:

 

[melon04]

Hi again everybody !

Stumbled on this Site a few years ago but then forgot, now these days I've tried it out again:

Compare 2 faces to measure similarity.

Use our free face compare tool to compare 2 faces to measure face similarity scientifically, no sign up required.

www.faceshape.com

For unknown reason it identifies Sisi as a male and it gets my age on the photo totally wrong.
But nevertheless, here's one of the results when I compared my pictures with hers:
View attachment 3246

I just tested that website with images of me and my parents. I don't think it's super accurate and I also noticed that the supposed similarities vary depending on which photo you use.

 

[SeaAndSky]

I just tested that website with images of me and my parents. I don't think it's super accurate and I also noticed that the supposed similarities vary depending on which photo you use.

Hi Melon,

My impression, just based on the two photos shown, was that 40% was too high a percentage (but it is hard to adjust for the M/F differences, so I might be underestimating). However, I am also curious in terms of age differences. Would you be willing to test it using your own photos at different ages? I'd like to see how it does with age differences.

Cordially,
S&S

PS--It would be interesting to find something that could make comparisons of this type fairly accurately and adjust for M/F and age differences, as there are some (as in the current case) who have access to photographs of putative PLs. Of course, this is still a long shot (IMO), but I am curious.

 

[melon04]

Hi Melon,

My impression, just based on the two photos shown, was that 40% was too high a percentage (but it is hard to adjust for the M/F differences, so I might be underestimating). However, I am also curious in terms of age differences. Would you be willing to test it using your own photos at different ages? I'd like to see how it does with age differences.

Cordially,
S&S

PS--It would be interesting to find something that could make comparisons of this type fairly accurately and adjust for M/F and age differences, as there are some (as in the current case) who have access to photographs of putative PLs. Of course, this is still a long shot (IMO), but I am curious.

To be honest, I feel like physical traits should not be used as an indicator of past lives alone. But again, there are some expressions and mannerisms that remain the same throughout lifetimes.

 

[SeaAndSky]

To be honest, I feel like physical traits should not be used as an indicator of past lives alone. But again, there are some expressions and mannerisms that remain the same throughout lifetimes.

Hi Melon,

I agree, but also see signs (at least) that past physical resemblance can influence appearance in the current physical body to the extent that gender, genetics, nutrition, etc. allow. The foregoing list of counter-influences may only permit very limited expression in most cases, but--once again--I can't totally discount the possibility.

This supposition is also supported to some degree by the research of Ian Stephenson and others who have collected cases where damage done to the prior body, especially as a cause of death, manifested as scarring, birth marks, or in some other way in the next incarnation. So, at the least, it seems that some influence from the past physical is allowed (if only in cases of serious bodily trauma).

Cordially,
S&S

 

[Was-it-real ?]

To those that said they tried it with their family members and found no similarity:
It depends on who is dominating the DNA, father or mother for example, my daughter comes out as very similar to me but my son is totally the mother and I get 0 % for him.

This is the proof that the Software indeed works as intended:

 

[SeaAndSky]

Hi Was-it-real,

I am pleased that the software does a good job confirming that different photos of the same person are 100% similar. However, the photos of Sisi both seem to show her at close to the same age. The same is true for the photos of Sophie. (I am not sure what their actual ages were in these photos, though I don't believe Sophie reached the ages indicated). Likewise, gender is unchanged.

Overall, my concerns are how well the software can compensate for male/female differences and age differences. The last is probably not that much of a problem as I don't think skeletal structures change very much after maturity. However, the first is a problem as there are definite structural differences between males and females in terms of facial features. Generally, male faces have wider more prominent jaws, heavier brows, etc. This is an issue in your case. It is also an issue in my case in terms of comparison o the only putative past life for which I have a photograph. So, it would be nice to know.

Hmmm. I believe I have seen software that will show what a person would look like if born as the opposite sex. It might be useful to do some experiments morphing one of the two photos you used for Sophie and for Sisi to the opposite sex for comparison and see if there is an average % difference, such as a drop from 100% to 70% or maybe 60%. Of course, you would probably need to do quite a few photos to reach something approaching a reliable average (assuming the software used to morph the photos is reliable). However, assuming a gender based difference of 30% could be shown, it seems to me that your actual "adjusted" resemblance to Sisi (taking into account the gender difference) would 70.31%. So, it could be very worthwhile.

Cordially,
S&S

 

[Macie Nikolaevna Romanova]

your expernce certianly sounds real to me. im glad you can open your mind like the rest of us

 

[Was-it-real ?]

Hi S&S,

I am not sure why being the opposite sex should change things significantly, a daughter can always have the face features of the father and vice versa.
Looking for a software that estimates how one would look as the opposite sex would be still interesting tho

If you scroll a bit lower on the face comparison site it is explained how the analysis works:
Snip:
... the tool can still compare faces with different ages or facial expressions.

And they admit to this:
Its results may not meet the stringent requirements of professional forensics or ancestry research.

I just thought the results are remarkable, they just add up to what I am sensing.
I have no absoluteness claims of course.
What is is and remains

Cheers !

 

[Was-it-real ?]

One more this time the photo of me is from 20 years later than the first

 

[Was-it-real ?]

Now it is getting stranger, if I use two different photos of Sisi and Sophie Scholl each (of the White Rose) and compare them I get 76 % and 68 % similarity results
I always had the impression I had something to do with Sophie too