Hi Everyone, In addition to my PL experiences with my current mom and sister, I have had another revelation last year with a cousin of all people. I must say any time I've tried to talk to someone or get some kind of advice, the idea that a cousin was once a lover and that we are attracted to each other in this life basically freaks people out. But of course I had to delve into the issue. I saw my cousin, who I've known all my life and have seen periodically over the years, at a restaurant one day. My family was sitting at a table and he walked by and said hello. He looked at me and had a strange look on his face, I thought he just figured I'd changed since last time we saw one another. He hugged me, no one else at the table and told me it was great to see me. I didn't think anything of it. I see him three months later at a family party and that's when it all clicked. Being in the room with him, acting so weird, I finally decided to give in and see what his deal was. As I approached him there was an exchange of energy between us that is almost indescribable. It was surreal. I have never felt anything like that in my life. We talked for a bit, I felt immediately confused and thinking, 'holy crap, what is going on between us?' while looking around to see if the rest of the family was witnessing this. Lol. I made an attempt after that night to befriend him because I was curious. We talked a few times and he declared he loved me. Of course he did, we're family right? But I knew he meant it in another way. Things continued to get weird and he cut off contact with me. That was too weird and wasnt some kind of tawdry I've got the hots for my cousin story. There was something there, a feeling deeper than I could explain. Evenutually I got a past life reading and was told that he and I shared many lifetimes together usually as brother and sister but we shared one as husband and wife. In that life we were separated some how and neither of us recovered from the pain of the separation. I thought back to that night with the energy thing going on and it felt like...home. It was a comfort I didn't understand at the time. I think those two past life people were able to get through to each other that night. The downside to this is that we are cousins, lol and that we have been trying to resolve this for hundreds of years it seems. The reader suggested maybe we can become friends in this life and hopefully it will aid in resolving this. I took a leap of faith recently and reached out to him and we talked. It felt great. The 'I love you's' are still there, he told me this several times when we were chatting on the phone last week, and it's funny that no one in the family would think anything of it when we say it. I think we can be friends in this life and we are family, so will more than likely see each other periodically for the rest of our lives. Lol. I do want to explain all of this to him one day so he doesn't feel creeped out about it. That energy exchange was of a deep love. And if I can heal that maybe I can get on with my life and find someone to love in this life and it won't be considered illegal. Lol.