Hi Polaris!
Thank you very much for explaining
So maybe this was why I was so afraid after the life in the 1920's was over with, when my man/husband visited some kind of medium who then appeared to me, it was one of the first things she communicated to me, she could tell my fear was way high, that I did not need to be. You're right -- it felt cold there. For me where I was was sort of foggy, very, very foggy...I can't really describe it because I have not seen anything like this on Earth. It was as if anything or anyone could just jump out of nowhere and get me, that kind of feeling. Good thing my man went to see her, or maybe I would have still been there...
In the other life that ended before this current one I remember "hearing" voices, 2 of them, that kept saying my name, when I was a ghost, and then I started to recognize the voices, they kept coming closer and they were stubborn, the "voices", I mean, but it was as if I did not actually hear them, yet they were very real and very much in my head. They kept getting stronger, like they did it this way to help find me, but I can't explain how this was done or if it was done...sorry I am so cryptic...Hopefully that was people I had loved on Earth who was coming to bring me home and had past before me ?
Or course I don't know if those 2 memories are 100% memories, if they actually happened, but this is how I remember it, if it make sense.
In both these lives it ended much abrupt and I think it shocked me. So maybe that was why I was there ? I was not mentally ready to be dead yet ? And I think I worried about my loved ones.
Thank you so much again for explaining. Hopefully I don't forget this if I happen to become a ghost again when this life is over
/Jaimie